Dont get it

Why i have to fail in search of female love. Is it like a curse or what? I dont get to the people i really feel that i have something in common with and if i do find someone then its usually not what i reaally want? Huh? They say that there are more fish in the sea, but i dont wan't maybe fish, guys. I know that one who you love has right not to want to be with you, but what do i do? If i have come to understanding that girl is the one, move on like it doesnt really matter? Declare this another insignificant thing that simply wasn't meant to be? Be shallow and go after somebody new, to get over it?

Maybe Im meant to be partnerless, wifeless and just raise a daughter now? Should i toss alll my hopes and dreams to find somebody to my taste to deep bottomless well?
Or become arrogant selfish rich bastard? This romantism thing isnt working.....
Nice guys finish last... but i dont want to
Maybe im lucky at death, if im not lucky at love...
who knows who knows
maybe babey

Why it has to be so difficult?

Dum Spiro Spero and Lenna's signature!

I literally have new breathe in life, and i am soooo thankful that i came out on thar chocking insident in 8th of october, never ever cram the leftovers of rhyebread burger that has porkfillet in it and that after washing mouth with Plax water( after you wash your teeth)! I couldnt breathe well for some 20 minutes, and stated to vomit it out, and I was alone, and later the blood also came, but luckily and thank God, i started to breathe better even if my sore throat was still there next day. I was red in face like tomato. and there was not much missing than i wouldnt have seen my Lovely little Angel, my parents, my family, my friends, the bahais, ever with my mortal eyes anymore. And I wouldnt have seen Lenna in Concert and i couldnt have met her in close range and asked her autogramm and thanked her for her Music and i couldnt have been walk away being happy and like in lovestruck emotion that wow that I did it and Met her...unbelivable. and i couldnt before that met Basil, who among other things mention this latin sentence: Dum Spiro Spero :) While i breathe i hope :) My new moto..:)))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))) I will start to do things that i havent done for a while. Reconnect :) Living the Life :) Focus on important stuff. Be more than NORMAL :) Love, keep and cultivate friendships, laugh, study, read, feel, eat, breathe, pray. But not in naive way positive, but more mature i hope :) Inshallah. we shall what see will work out and what not :) and here comes Lenna's Signature

there is light that never goes out

this song speaks to me at times you know awareness of death, friendship and hope and being on own in this world. Nab introduced me to The Smiths and my link with that song would be with Nabster, whatever the future will bring. Ilove this chorus...depressing and happy at same time...
thanks for posting this, Brittster :)

Risky Romance LOL

"Pearl" of Chainletters

or
Another Rumor BUSTED...Death of one the Danish Cartoonists SO NOT TRUE...this is what i got today in my mailbox

Can you believe i got this CHAINLETTER in my mailbox today, somehow this topic pops up every now and then????
...anyone with better arabic skills let me know what it says Shame on me, aiaiai, i have to learn arabic Fast

anyways the "pearl" of the day:
-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------الرجل الذي رسم الكاريكاتير على الرسول مات محروق والدنمارك متكتمة الخبر ارجوك تنشر الخبر هدا لان في اخت من فلسطين شافت رؤية ان اللي هينشر الخبر هدا ربنا هيفرحة بعد اربع ساعات والله شخص اسمه محمد اقسم بالله انه راى الرسول في منامه وقال له بلغ الاسلام والمسلمين عني السلام فمن ينشرها خلال اربعة ايام فسوف يفرح فرحا شديدا ومن يتجاهلها فسوف يحزن حزنا شديدا ارسلها الي 15 شخص

____________________this is the danish cartoonist


if you are happy of his death just forward it pleeeeeeeeeeeeeez(u wont loose anything)
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Happy over somebody's death? NOT ME and I thought WTF and ran some search ON NET and drumrollls tadaaaaa.....it payed off, as my suspicions were confirmed... i found site accompanied by funny song Risky romance as parody of Lady Gaga's Bad Romance hehe
http://article.wn.com/view/2010/03/03/Blasphemous_Danish_Cartoonist_burnt_to_death/
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_uFo8PzkvrE
anyway back to topic..this what site read....TITLED
Blasphemous Danish Cartoonist burnt to death? The Siasat Daily 2010-03-03
"The editor of the Danish newspaper 'Jyllands Posten' was burnt to death when a fire mysteriously broke out in his bedroom, a Saudi newspaper claims. According to the newspaper, the editor was sleeping in his bedroom when the fire ravaged his bedroom. He and his newspaper became controversial when it had published blasphemous... "

First they say CARTOONIST and then editor heh, which one then? AND Kurt Westergaard died in mysterious fire that i havent heard of whole March....SO NOT TRUE...or as he would probably say Hearsays about my death are overly exaggareted LOL
see:
http://www.siasat.com/english/news/blasphemous-danish-cartoonist-burnt-death
http://indianmuslims.in/so-the-danish-cartoonist-was-burnt-alive
Source of RUMOR: Saudi paper
MYSTERY SOLVED!


So here is exerpt from my reply to who sent me this
They should sum up my stance on whole thing:
3.Even if that story would have been real, to laugh or be happy at somebody's violent death is sign of heartlessness and bad taste and major drop of in respect in my eyes. Peoples' deaths are NOT FUN!
...though death is natural thing. you dont have to be overly sad becauze:
a) person lives on in your memories, or via DNA in children or
b) if one believes in afterlife, then death is just leaving body behind.
But its different to be happy and say "seee he got punished". it shows our bad side to be happy over somebody's death like that in my opinion.

4.You wouldnt have lost anything by not sending this on ;) too. But thanks making me wiser about another Rumor people so much want to believe...

5. There are 12 cartoonists, not 1, he didnt draw all of them, and several cartoons joke on various other people ie including cartoonist, some politician, newspaper itself, Danish society, situation, they are bit like inside joke, own self-humor. Its not ALL about Muhammad the Prophet.. backgound of it: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Jyllands-Posten_Muhammad_cartoons_controversy

and not just one guilty party, Danish imams added some photos that were NOT even printed in that Danish newspaper. Whole story is a much much wider....much more complicated than it can be served to whole World SIMPLY as oh those unbelievers wanted to insult Muhammad or Islam. Its NOT THAT SIMPLE... anyway thats now history...