This is love to die for

https://youtu.be/ZiYsz2gkneM

Kerli - Nature Boy

This is even better than Moulin Rouge Version! I keep listening to it 20 times in row :D

Marie Underi ajakohane luule. Kujust.

Kõndind nii keerukaid radu,
elus ses imetaolises paigas,
seisatan nüüd ja vaatlen
vaatlen end nägijaks
ja mõni poolelijäänud mõte
kukub ajust südame
ning küpseb sääl...

Need on read Underi marmorkuju tagaseinal Tallinnas Rahvusraamatukogu taga kuju mis on minu arvates liiga tädilik ja massivne aga inimene muutub ju kehaliselt ajas
Kõige olulisem on tema looming ju ikka!


Kujust ja luulest:
Kaks eestlast, 3 arvamust :D
http://www.ekspress.ee/news/areen/uudised/muumi-voi-transseksuaal.d?id=34173277

Foto: Marie Under, /umb. 1912/
KM EKLA A-181:2990
Allikas: http://www.kirmus.ee/erni/foto/unde03x.html

Foto- Andres Putting,

Delfi Pressfoto:

http://pilt.delfi.ee/en/picture/10223199/

Dont get it

Why i have to fail in search of female love. Is it like a curse or what? I dont get to the people i really feel that i have something in common with and if i do find someone then its usually not what i reaally want? Huh? They say that there are more fish in the sea, but i dont wan't maybe fish, guys. I know that one who you love has right not to want to be with you, but what do i do? If i have come to understanding that girl is the one, move on like it doesnt really matter? Declare this another insignificant thing that simply wasn't meant to be? Be shallow and go after somebody new, to get over it?

Maybe Im meant to be partnerless, wifeless and just raise a daughter now? Should i toss alll my hopes and dreams to find somebody to my taste to deep bottomless well?
Or become arrogant selfish rich bastard? This romantism thing isnt working.....
Nice guys finish last... but i dont want to
Maybe im lucky at death, if im not lucky at love...
who knows who knows
maybe babey

Why it has to be so difficult?

Queen-The Show Must Go On 2x

captures from Queen video Show must go on( with a stills of the video containg other known song of the band) on youtube and in my music libary echoing......
You know life is ironic, i havent gotten almost anywhere in this 4 letter thing called L###
not when i havent done anything about it, not when i have done little and... not when i try or maybe have overdone....and not Even this song is helping much to get things clearer...i guess there is thing called bad luck :D :P ;) so ironic...
PS! Stills happened to stop at those places, i did not specifically choose the spots.otherwise you would have seen flowing video :) But even those stops can describe me and my story in many ways. and i f you wonder why Freddie, its my artistic alter ego :) lots of metaphores there :) Enjoy the show :P, though my heart is true, dont forget that :)

im suggested to forget her, to live with much easier heart- iwonder if that is possible, should i declare my feelings nothing, to move on? or how ishould go about it, is really question? i ndont i will see, perhaps the time will show...


oh and i found one skin bump 2cm wide on my left leg 10 cm away from knee... i wonder i that cancer cell...

Ei saa mitte vaiki olla

Oli see reede õhtu ja seal ma istusin, Kanuti Gildi hämaras saalis yht tantsuetendust vaatates. Laval koreograafia osakonna tantsuteater Tee Kuubis, muusikuteks jazzmuusikud Jaak Sooäär, Raul Vaigla ja Tanel Ruben. Ja siis korraga hakkab sellel samal laval kus ma nägin sind enne helisema yks meloodia, yks tuttav meloodia, mis on mulle hinge kylge kasvanud. Ei saa mitte vaiki olla...mis iganes tulevik toob, tea et ma mõtlen sinu peale iga päev. Ma muidugi ei tea kas sa seda kuulma juhtud aga kui juhtud, siis te las see lugu heliseda sulle.
Siiri Sisakil on ka yks super versioon sellest loost :)

Today Tallinn TU T

Im in my Dad's flat, Kiddo and him sleep peacefully. I havent gone yet.
Im thinking about my life, the family, about you. I cant help i simply like you, even if its maybe or surely not meant to be. it was great to see you, even if there wasnt much of conversation. I hope that you at least liked the flowers, and didnt think oh what that guy is doing again. but then again i dont blame you if you dont like and did thought so. thing that bugs me is that im not sure of what exactly happened and didnt happen in spring. if only i could know for sure....

Pessoa

TO FEEL everything in every way,
To hold all opinions,
To be sincere contradicting oneself every minute,
To annoy oneself with absolute open-mindedness,
And to love things just like God.
http://poemsoffernandopessoa.blogspot.com/

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