Im confused a bit. Thing is what should i do? I kinda started to like life i had previous 2 years, minus bad stuff, bad emotions. Doing what i want, well doing almost what i want, that is. Some of family thought that i was doing too much my ex-s bidding, well i was at somethings. But generally, i was doing what i wanted.
i meaan every day life. I could do always more, learn something new, break routine, sing , write etc
Thing is that now that im out of relationship, i do also what i want. Confusing...ok
HERE is the thing, After Viljandi Folk i have felt that i want to reconnect with my faith people and faith. Me rational guy...well i guess one ist that rational always..
Do i have to be? No...If i want to be religious again, so be it.
of course there are questions, but there is clear wish to reconnect. I guess i have to make up my mind soon. I could out of comfort continue as i am, keeping it inner thing, minding my own business, doing still what i want like last two years or gradually come to spotlight...by returning fully....to the rivers of belief.
with all that entails. that means standing out on b-days etc. but if i want to go that way, and there is wish, there ignoring and stopping it is self-limiting too..
Mind over matter? Why there is such split between heart and mind at the times?
though i like the puzzles and to be human too
august 12, 2009
august 04, 2009
august 03, 2009
Kamikaze Good Circle
We went to have a Night Cap(Nabs Idea) after Asian food and stroll and ended up to go to Kamikaze
I need to try socialize more, i felt im not adequate enough to describe people compared to Dan(really, my literalistic eloquence is ok, but i could do more) or others, its like you think you cam express well, because you write, but then when you go to deliver your piece orally, you may choke or stumble, unless youre good at talking.
I need to try socialize more, i felt im not adequate enough to describe people compared to Dan(really, my literalistic eloquence is ok, but i could do more) or others, its like you think you cam express well, because you write, but then when you go to deliver your piece orally, you may choke or stumble, unless youre good at talking.
Dead meat
Dead meat of derailed train
or how I took train to home :)
wen trough Saku-Rapla-Lelle-Tootsi-Tori then Pärnu
it was scary bit, it was rocking and when it was at higher tempo i was wondering that if somebody threw a bomb, id be dead meat :D and train derailed
but it was different , why take busses all the time?
i liked scenery, and i saw estonia outside my usual trajector
i think its worth of repeat
until a dead meat hahaha
or how I took train to home :)
wen trough Saku-Rapla-Lelle-Tootsi-Tori then Pärnu
it was scary bit, it was rocking and when it was at higher tempo i was wondering that if somebody threw a bomb, id be dead meat :D and train derailed
but it was different , why take busses all the time?
i liked scenery, and i saw estonia outside my usual trajector
i think its worth of repeat
until a dead meat hahaha
A marriage for a day, where you come from or Khal's Funny day moments
Today
Morning started, when i woke up at Loode house and there it was, odd thing, black top laying across at floor near toilet near my door. It was female clothing. It turned out to be with holes. or so it looked like hehe, i thought myself, i didnt see it last night. i jokingly thought what others may think finding this near my door hehe. Later Helmi told me that they joked that maybe i brought somebody with me hehe. knowing my history hehe..Rita said its sport bra and top?? later it came out it one of their guests cloth, it fell out of somewhere when they arrived that night. mystery solved
I approach lookout platform and watch at old town, sitting first , waiting looooots
of tourists to clear a view. So iget there, i hear some young men aproaching people
asking "Do you want to experience what its to be married for a day?" :D
youll get cerificate, ring etc. hehe
and the later did kissing part and shouted gorko.
2nd
i leave platform head towards Cathedral i meet dark guy standing at corner around finnish embassy. he asks me, where you come from...i said ´from there... ..he said no no...you mean from bacground? yeah he said. and he was gloomy bit, i said i live in Estonia, he said nägemist ...like what....go figure wierd...i thought whatever...
walked on
Morning started, when i woke up at Loode house and there it was, odd thing, black top laying across at floor near toilet near my door. It was female clothing. It turned out to be with holes. or so it looked like hehe, i thought myself, i didnt see it last night. i jokingly thought what others may think finding this near my door hehe. Later Helmi told me that they joked that maybe i brought somebody with me hehe. knowing my history hehe..Rita said its sport bra and top?? later it came out it one of their guests cloth, it fell out of somewhere when they arrived that night. mystery solved
I approach lookout platform and watch at old town, sitting first , waiting looooots
of tourists to clear a view. So iget there, i hear some young men aproaching people
asking "Do you want to experience what its to be married for a day?" :D
youll get cerificate, ring etc. hehe
and the later did kissing part and shouted gorko.
2nd
i leave platform head towards Cathedral i meet dark guy standing at corner around finnish embassy. he asks me, where you come from...i said ´from there... ..he said no no...you mean from bacground? yeah he said. and he was gloomy bit, i said i live in Estonia, he said nägemist ...like what....go figure wierd...i thought whatever...
walked on
august 01, 2009
From album Twelve Shots On The Rocks '03
From album Twelve Shots On The Rocks '03
In the real dark night of the soul
It's always 3 a.m.
It's always darkest before the dawn
It never dawned on me
At my weakest I'm pretending to be strong
Sometimes the demons are too hard to control
(Chorus) In my darkest moment
Something takes me over makes me turn a cold shoulder
In my darkest moment
I need a revalation, divine illumination to come my way
Just when I thought I was me It just wasn't me t-talkin'
And the last one that I never wanna hurt
Stood right in my way
Hating is easy and loving takes real character
Love ain't in fashion in this hard stone cold hearted world
Chorus
(The pain, the grief, the agony...)
Chorus
Let some light come my way...
In the real dark night of the soul
It's always 3 a.m.
It's always darkest before the dawn
It never dawned on me
At my weakest I'm pretending to be strong
Sometimes the demons are too hard to control
(Chorus) In my darkest moment
Something takes me over makes me turn a cold shoulder
In my darkest moment
I need a revalation, divine illumination to come my way
Just when I thought I was me It just wasn't me t-talkin'
And the last one that I never wanna hurt
Stood right in my way
Hating is easy and loving takes real character
Love ain't in fashion in this hard stone cold hearted world
Chorus
(The pain, the grief, the agony...)
Chorus
Let some light come my way...
aprill 12, 2009
Finnish Islamic Party at protest against Oksanens book Kaiken takana on pelko and Estonia
27 March 2009 at 06:17
I was bit suprised that when I was watching news about this book presentation, they mentioned that Finnish Islamic Party(didnt know about that)joined protest with our usual Nashi-Night Watch-Anti Fascist Movement. I recently dived into sites critical of islam, and found out that there is Nazi link via Hitlers Mufti.I`ve stumbled upon mentions of some arab politicians Nazi symphaties before as well of balkan muslim brigade that sided with Nazis. But when i found this on AIM that Former Grand Mufti of Jerusalem al- Husseini had a deal with Hitler, that made things to be seen in different perspective than i ve known before. And that nazi imprint on islam and middle east history makes this following and stance against this book and against so called Nazi Estonia by these bearded Islamists a joke. but as i saw on youre site that they have taken pro-Putinist Russia side before, then this wierd alliance at the book presentation protest makes sensesFinnish IP announcements on "facsist" "racist" country of Estonia and last but not least( in english) ally of "satanic" Bush led USA in Iraq war case. not that I like what Bush did,but these guys are something ;)http://suomenislamilainenpuolue.fi/tiedotteet.html ( you can google translate it)http://suomenislamilainenpuolue.fi/tiedotteetEN.html(The reason why they would be more against Estonia is i think were troops in Iraqi soil, as this abovementioned link says, which is more logical agenda)Though not happy, cause even though things arent always rozy in Estonia between two communites and sure goverment has made mistakes. But Estonia and all over Nazi.state is a an overstatment. I personally dont have anything againts Russians or Jews just because they are Russians or Jews. Some of my friends are Russians and ive met people from Jewish or part Jewish backgound, and their heritage is okay to me. Bakery where i work there is no deal usually wheter someone is of Russian/Slavic or Estonian backround, whatters is work. Of course political touchy points are not always talked, but general climate IMO seems cordial and respectful. If anything the Slavic people themselves and different personalities are what clash in my workplace. One woman from Belarus said to me that she would send those other Russians out of country hehe. Relations between Russians or Russian speaking and Estonians might not be as polite everywhere, but i think it depends on people if they want to get along or not. if i have problem then its about whether people have acted criminally or they dont really want to see that WW2 didnt end to Estonians as happily as some other nations. Its seems to me that though WW2 and Soviet Union And Nazi Germany is history, the shadow of those times is still upon us...And I dont understand why FIP is claiming that Moslems are persecuted in Estonia.If average Estonian would not fully agree to their life style, but they ( a small minority in estonias religious market, mostly of Tatar origin)can still operate on organiztion level its hardly a discrimination BY state. There was attempt to start to build mosque in Capital, Tallinn, but due to differences on opionion in islamic community and project not really being welcomed by everyone in Estonia, they remain mosqueless today See Islam in Estonia http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Islam_in_Estoniahttp://search.freecause.com/search?ourmark=1&fr=freecause&ei=utf-8&type=58757&p=mosque%20estoniaHere are the links that mention THIS book presentationevent:http://tundratabloid.blogspot.com/2009/03/finnish-islamic-party-estonias-muslims.htmlhttp://www.hs.fi/english/article/Hundreds+of+listeners+and+a+handful+of+protesters+attend+publication+of+book+on+Estonia/1135244564138http://shaan.typepad.com/shaanou/2009/03/nashi-night-watch-stage-demonstrations-in-helsinki.htmlhttp://www.yle.fi/uutiset/news/2009/03/russian_youths_stage_demonstrations_in_helsinki_634259.htmlhttp://tundratabloid.blogspot.com/2009/03/finland-convergence-of-fascist-anti.htmlThis is an "interesting" fellaJohan Bäckmanhttp://tundratabloid.blogspot.com/2009/03/its-official-finnish-academic-johan.htmlthere are im sure morebut i will call today a night, hope these links were helpfulYoursKhaled
I was bit suprised that when I was watching news about this book presentation, they mentioned that Finnish Islamic Party(didnt know about that)joined protest with our usual Nashi-Night Watch-Anti Fascist Movement. I recently dived into sites critical of islam, and found out that there is Nazi link via Hitlers Mufti.I`ve stumbled upon mentions of some arab politicians Nazi symphaties before as well of balkan muslim brigade that sided with Nazis. But when i found this on AIM that Former Grand Mufti of Jerusalem al- Husseini had a deal with Hitler, that made things to be seen in different perspective than i ve known before. And that nazi imprint on islam and middle east history makes this following and stance against this book and against so called Nazi Estonia by these bearded Islamists a joke. but as i saw on youre site that they have taken pro-Putinist Russia side before, then this wierd alliance at the book presentation protest makes sensesFinnish IP announcements on "facsist" "racist" country of Estonia and last but not least( in english) ally of "satanic" Bush led USA in Iraq war case. not that I like what Bush did,but these guys are something ;)http://suomenislamilainenpuolue.fi/tiedotteet.html ( you can google translate it)http://suomenislamilainenpuolue.fi/tiedotteetEN.html(The reason why they would be more against Estonia is i think were troops in Iraqi soil, as this abovementioned link says, which is more logical agenda)Though not happy, cause even though things arent always rozy in Estonia between two communites and sure goverment has made mistakes. But Estonia and all over Nazi.state is a an overstatment. I personally dont have anything againts Russians or Jews just because they are Russians or Jews. Some of my friends are Russians and ive met people from Jewish or part Jewish backgound, and their heritage is okay to me. Bakery where i work there is no deal usually wheter someone is of Russian/Slavic or Estonian backround, whatters is work. Of course political touchy points are not always talked, but general climate IMO seems cordial and respectful. If anything the Slavic people themselves and different personalities are what clash in my workplace. One woman from Belarus said to me that she would send those other Russians out of country hehe. Relations between Russians or Russian speaking and Estonians might not be as polite everywhere, but i think it depends on people if they want to get along or not. if i have problem then its about whether people have acted criminally or they dont really want to see that WW2 didnt end to Estonians as happily as some other nations. Its seems to me that though WW2 and Soviet Union And Nazi Germany is history, the shadow of those times is still upon us...And I dont understand why FIP is claiming that Moslems are persecuted in Estonia.If average Estonian would not fully agree to their life style, but they ( a small minority in estonias religious market, mostly of Tatar origin)can still operate on organiztion level its hardly a discrimination BY state. There was attempt to start to build mosque in Capital, Tallinn, but due to differences on opionion in islamic community and project not really being welcomed by everyone in Estonia, they remain mosqueless today See Islam in Estonia http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Islam_in_Estoniahttp://search.freecause.com/search?ourmark=1&fr=freecause&ei=utf-8&type=58757&p=mosque%20estoniaHere are the links that mention THIS book presentationevent:http://tundratabloid.blogspot.com/2009/03/finnish-islamic-party-estonias-muslims.htmlhttp://www.hs.fi/english/article/Hundreds+of+listeners+and+a+handful+of+protesters+attend+publication+of+book+on+Estonia/1135244564138http://shaan.typepad.com/shaanou/2009/03/nashi-night-watch-stage-demonstrations-in-helsinki.htmlhttp://www.yle.fi/uutiset/news/2009/03/russian_youths_stage_demonstrations_in_helsinki_634259.htmlhttp://tundratabloid.blogspot.com/2009/03/finland-convergence-of-fascist-anti.htmlThis is an "interesting" fellaJohan Bäckmanhttp://tundratabloid.blogspot.com/2009/03/its-official-finnish-academic-johan.htmlthere are im sure morebut i will call today a night, hope these links were helpfulYoursKhaled
Hitlers Mufti; Nazis and Soviet cooperation
What do Communism and Islam has in common with Third Reich
11 March 2009 at 06:35
Cooperation with Nazi Germany prior and in case of Mohammed "Haj" Amin Al-Husseini, the former Grand Mufti of Jerusalem, (he met Hitler)during the WW2!I am not kidding or making it up! Nazi and Communist Collaboration In Germany During the Decade Preceding Hitler's "Third Reich"[1923-1933]April 22, 2008Nazi and Communist Collaboration In Germany During The Decade Preceding Hitler's "Third Reich" [1923-1933]By Emerson Vermaat April 22, 2008 - San Francisco, CA - PipeLineNews.org - "The extremes touch" is a well known saying and quite often it is true. Today, leftist Socialists and Marxists join radical Muslims or "Islamists" in what they perceive as the common struggle against the United States and the West. One of the best friends of the extremist Iranian president Ahmadinejad is Venezuelan president Hugo Chavez, a radical Socialist who wants to follow the example of Cuba's Fidel Castro. This is the same Ahmadinejad who is a "Holocaust denier" who invites neo-Nazis and other Fascist Holocaust deniers to conferences in Tehran. Hamas and the Muslim Brotherhood, two important branches of today's radical Islam, espouse the anti-Semitic conspiracy theories of the so-called "Protocols of the Wise Men (or Elders) of Zion." Ahmed Sheikh Yassin, the co-founder of Hamas, had an Arab translation of the "Protocols" on his desk when he was writing the Hamas Charter. 1 It is not coincidental, therefore, that the same charter specifically refers to the Protocols. Sheikh Yassin was also a strong admirer of a virulent Jew-hater whose name was Mohammed "Haj" Amin Al-Husseini, the former Grand Mufti of Jerusalem who had been granted asylum by the Nazis in 1941 and who spent the war years in Berlin where he actively promoted the Nazi cause.2 The "Protocols of the Wise Men of Zion" were very popular in Hitler's "Third Reich." Nazi Party philosopher Alfred Rosenberg was born in Czarist Russia (actually he was born in Latvia which was then part of Russia) and it was this Baltic German who in 1918 took the text of the Protocols from Russia to Germany introducing it to his extreme rightist friends from the Thule Society in Munich. It was from this obscure group that the Nazi Party would evolve around 1920. Heinrich Himmler, the notorious SS-Reichsführer, had a strong admiration for Eastern religions and Islam. He often talked to his friend Haj Amin Al-Husseini, and it was during the war that the SS ran several "imam schools" in Nazi Germany. Himmler admired Muslims because they did not mind dying in battle.3 See more: http://www.militantislammonitor.org/article/id/3438or this siteabout Amin Al-Hussaini timeline biohttp://www.tellthechildrenthetruth.com/amin_en.htmland couple of videos showing Hitler meeting mufti in Fitna moviesection of on one Australian based islamist Monitor sitesee section called the Nazi connection!http://islammonitor.org/index.php?option=com_expose&Itemid=90Any muslim reading this, beware, these sites are critical in nature! but as you are grown ups, you should know that nobody is always completely on your side when it comes to views and beliefs.I personally feel that this casts new and different light on thatthere is more than one guilty party when it comes to ww2 and middle eastcrisis history....and its not only nazis and jews. Speaking of Nazi Soviet cooperation, there is intrigiuing movie made by Latvianscalled The Soviet story, that highlights that cooperation before Nazis turned against Soviets.the whole Polands occupation by both should make Soviet claim as noble fighter of Nazis and liberator of tyranny, hypocricy loaded. Movie shows actual parade by both sides together after Poland was done! and many more "wonderful" stuff about dark side of Soviet Union and what similarities they shared with Nazis all the way back toKarl Marx himself. Afterall, known in also as fascism, the party was called National Socialist German Workers Party, in beginning just German Workers Party. Only differncethat one was later after Jews and other "uńfit" minorities and communists=socialistswhen after class enemies of proletariat. By the way did you know that Marx advocated holocaust of some nations: http://mensnewsdaily.com/2004/12/23/110380309137943387/THE IDEOLOGICAL ORIGINS OF GENOCIDE“In January 1849, months before he migrated to London, Karl Marx published an article by Friedrich Engels in Die Neue Rheinische Zeitung announcing that in Central Europe only Germans, Hungarians and Poles counted as bearers of progress. The rest must go. “The chief mission of all other races and peoples, large and small, is to perish in the revolutionary holocaust.” Genocide arose out of Marx’s master-theory of history — feudalism giving place inevitably to capitalism, capitalism to socialism. The lesser races of Europe — Basques, Serbs, Bretons and others — being sunk in feudalism, were counter-revolutionary; having failed to develop a bourgeoisie, they would be two steps behind in the historical process. Engels dismissed them as left-overs and ethnic trash (Voelkerabfall), and called for their extinction. So genocide was born as a doctrine in the German Rhineland in January 1849, in a Europe still reeling from the revolutions of 1848. It was to become the beacon light of socialism, proudly held and proudly proclaimed.” The above is a quote from the latest article by George Watson — a literary historian specializing in the early history of socialism (I have an earlier article of his posted here and there is a review of his major book here). The quote is taken from an article in the December 2004 issue of Quadrant, Australia’s premier intellectual conservative magazine. The article will not be online for a month or so yet but I have temporarily posted here and here a PDF of the first page.SO THE TWO MONSTERS ARE MORE SIMILAR, THAN THEY PRETENDED LATER NOT TO BE!aNOTHER PAGE THIS TIME MENTIONING A SCHOCKER: fAMOUS PLAYWRIGRTg.B.sHAW TO INVENT HUMANE GAS FRO DOING AWAY WITH USELESS PPL!!!http://www.ukapologetics.net/08/cycleofterror.htm"Years later, in February 1938, Bernard Shaw sent Beatrice a letter, contemplating Hitler's anti-Jewish program. Whatever Hitler's faults, he told her, we must assert "the right of states to make eugenic experiments by weeding out any strains they think undesirable", though he hoped their methods, at least, would be humane. Indeed in a newspaper he called on scientists to invent a humane gas."hISTORY IS STRANGER THAN FICTION'
11 March 2009 at 06:35
Cooperation with Nazi Germany prior and in case of Mohammed "Haj" Amin Al-Husseini, the former Grand Mufti of Jerusalem, (he met Hitler)during the WW2!I am not kidding or making it up! Nazi and Communist Collaboration In Germany During the Decade Preceding Hitler's "Third Reich"[1923-1933]April 22, 2008Nazi and Communist Collaboration In Germany During The Decade Preceding Hitler's "Third Reich" [1923-1933]By Emerson Vermaat April 22, 2008 - San Francisco, CA - PipeLineNews.org - "The extremes touch" is a well known saying and quite often it is true. Today, leftist Socialists and Marxists join radical Muslims or "Islamists" in what they perceive as the common struggle against the United States and the West. One of the best friends of the extremist Iranian president Ahmadinejad is Venezuelan president Hugo Chavez, a radical Socialist who wants to follow the example of Cuba's Fidel Castro. This is the same Ahmadinejad who is a "Holocaust denier" who invites neo-Nazis and other Fascist Holocaust deniers to conferences in Tehran. Hamas and the Muslim Brotherhood, two important branches of today's radical Islam, espouse the anti-Semitic conspiracy theories of the so-called "Protocols of the Wise Men (or Elders) of Zion." Ahmed Sheikh Yassin, the co-founder of Hamas, had an Arab translation of the "Protocols" on his desk when he was writing the Hamas Charter. 1 It is not coincidental, therefore, that the same charter specifically refers to the Protocols. Sheikh Yassin was also a strong admirer of a virulent Jew-hater whose name was Mohammed "Haj" Amin Al-Husseini, the former Grand Mufti of Jerusalem who had been granted asylum by the Nazis in 1941 and who spent the war years in Berlin where he actively promoted the Nazi cause.2 The "Protocols of the Wise Men of Zion" were very popular in Hitler's "Third Reich." Nazi Party philosopher Alfred Rosenberg was born in Czarist Russia (actually he was born in Latvia which was then part of Russia) and it was this Baltic German who in 1918 took the text of the Protocols from Russia to Germany introducing it to his extreme rightist friends from the Thule Society in Munich. It was from this obscure group that the Nazi Party would evolve around 1920. Heinrich Himmler, the notorious SS-Reichsführer, had a strong admiration for Eastern religions and Islam. He often talked to his friend Haj Amin Al-Husseini, and it was during the war that the SS ran several "imam schools" in Nazi Germany. Himmler admired Muslims because they did not mind dying in battle.3 See more: http://www.militantislammonitor.org/article/id/3438or this siteabout Amin Al-Hussaini timeline biohttp://www.tellthechildrenthetruth.com/amin_en.htmland couple of videos showing Hitler meeting mufti in Fitna moviesection of on one Australian based islamist Monitor sitesee section called the Nazi connection!http://islammonitor.org/index.php?option=com_expose&Itemid=90Any muslim reading this, beware, these sites are critical in nature! but as you are grown ups, you should know that nobody is always completely on your side when it comes to views and beliefs.I personally feel that this casts new and different light on thatthere is more than one guilty party when it comes to ww2 and middle eastcrisis history....and its not only nazis and jews. Speaking of Nazi Soviet cooperation, there is intrigiuing movie made by Latvianscalled The Soviet story, that highlights that cooperation before Nazis turned against Soviets.the whole Polands occupation by both should make Soviet claim as noble fighter of Nazis and liberator of tyranny, hypocricy loaded. Movie shows actual parade by both sides together after Poland was done! and many more "wonderful" stuff about dark side of Soviet Union and what similarities they shared with Nazis all the way back toKarl Marx himself. Afterall, known in also as fascism, the party was called National Socialist German Workers Party, in beginning just German Workers Party. Only differncethat one was later after Jews and other "uńfit" minorities and communists=socialistswhen after class enemies of proletariat. By the way did you know that Marx advocated holocaust of some nations: http://mensnewsdaily.com/2004/12/23/110380309137943387/THE IDEOLOGICAL ORIGINS OF GENOCIDE“In January 1849, months before he migrated to London, Karl Marx published an article by Friedrich Engels in Die Neue Rheinische Zeitung announcing that in Central Europe only Germans, Hungarians and Poles counted as bearers of progress. The rest must go. “The chief mission of all other races and peoples, large and small, is to perish in the revolutionary holocaust.” Genocide arose out of Marx’s master-theory of history — feudalism giving place inevitably to capitalism, capitalism to socialism. The lesser races of Europe — Basques, Serbs, Bretons and others — being sunk in feudalism, were counter-revolutionary; having failed to develop a bourgeoisie, they would be two steps behind in the historical process. Engels dismissed them as left-overs and ethnic trash (Voelkerabfall), and called for their extinction. So genocide was born as a doctrine in the German Rhineland in January 1849, in a Europe still reeling from the revolutions of 1848. It was to become the beacon light of socialism, proudly held and proudly proclaimed.” The above is a quote from the latest article by George Watson — a literary historian specializing in the early history of socialism (I have an earlier article of his posted here and there is a review of his major book here). The quote is taken from an article in the December 2004 issue of Quadrant, Australia’s premier intellectual conservative magazine. The article will not be online for a month or so yet but I have temporarily posted here and here a PDF of the first page.SO THE TWO MONSTERS ARE MORE SIMILAR, THAN THEY PRETENDED LATER NOT TO BE!aNOTHER PAGE THIS TIME MENTIONING A SCHOCKER: fAMOUS PLAYWRIGRTg.B.sHAW TO INVENT HUMANE GAS FRO DOING AWAY WITH USELESS PPL!!!http://www.ukapologetics.net/08/cycleofterror.htm"Years later, in February 1938, Bernard Shaw sent Beatrice a letter, contemplating Hitler's anti-Jewish program. Whatever Hitler's faults, he told her, we must assert "the right of states to make eugenic experiments by weeding out any strains they think undesirable", though he hoped their methods, at least, would be humane. Indeed in a newspaper he called on scientists to invent a humane gas."hISTORY IS STRANGER THAN FICTION'
http://www.iranpresswatch.org/2009/04/serious-health/
Serious Health Condition of an Imprisoned Baha’i
April 11, 2009
As previously reported by Iran Press Watch (http://www.iranpresswatch.org/2009/03/arrested-shiraz/), a young Baha’i of Shiraz was arrested on March 18, 2009, under inexplicable circumstances.The following report was filed by Human Rights Activists of Iran in Persian earlier today and appears below in translation:
Serious Health Condition of an Imprisoned Baha’i
April 11, 2009
As previously reported by Iran Press Watch (http://www.iranpresswatch.org/2009/03/arrested-shiraz/), a young Baha’i of Shiraz was arrested on March 18, 2009, under inexplicable circumstances.The following report was filed by Human Rights Activists of Iran in Persian earlier today and appears below in translation:
aprill 11, 2009
Marillion-Estonia lyrics
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2XRAelaovxc&feature=related
Feeling you shake
Feel your heart break
Thinking if only, if only, if only, if only
And the salt water runs
Through your veins and your bones
Telling you no not this way, not this way, not this way
And you would give anything
Give up everything
Offer your life blood away
For yesterday
No one leaves you
When you live in their heart and mind
And no one dies
They just move to the other side
When we're gone
Watch the world simply carry on
We live on laughing and in no pain
We'll stay and be happy
With those who have loved us today
Finding the answer
It's a human obsession
But you might as well talk to the stones and the trees and the sea
'Cause nobody knows
And so few can see
There's only beauty and caring and truth beyond darkness
No one leaves you
When you live in their heart and mind
And no one dies
They just move to the other side
When we're gone
Watch the world simply carry on
We live on laughing and in no pain
We'll stay and be happy
With those who have loved us today
And we won't understand your grief
Because time is illusion
As this watery world spins around
This timeless sun
Will dry your eyes
And calm your mind
No one leaves you
When you live in their heart and mind
And no one dies
They just move to the other side
When we're gone
Watch the world simply carry on
It's okay, we will stay and be happy
Stay and be happy
With those who have loved us today
Feeling you shake
Feel your heart break
Thinking if only, if only, if only, if only
And the salt water runs
Through your veins and your bones
Telling you no not this way, not this way, not this way
And you would give anything
Give up everything
Offer your life blood away
For yesterday
No one leaves you
When you live in their heart and mind
And no one dies
They just move to the other side
When we're gone
Watch the world simply carry on
We live on laughing and in no pain
We'll stay and be happy
With those who have loved us today
Finding the answer
It's a human obsession
But you might as well talk to the stones and the trees and the sea
'Cause nobody knows
And so few can see
There's only beauty and caring and truth beyond darkness
No one leaves you
When you live in their heart and mind
And no one dies
They just move to the other side
When we're gone
Watch the world simply carry on
We live on laughing and in no pain
We'll stay and be happy
With those who have loved us today
And we won't understand your grief
Because time is illusion
As this watery world spins around
This timeless sun
Will dry your eyes
And calm your mind
No one leaves you
When you live in their heart and mind
And no one dies
They just move to the other side
When we're gone
Watch the world simply carry on
It's okay, we will stay and be happy
Stay and be happy
With those who have loved us today
jaanuar 24, 2009
Socialmessministry and crisis
Now Finally has Social Minister of Estonia announced she will step down in 22nd of Feb, before that she is asked to clear mess that started before new year to reform related to payment of support money for people with various disabilities and their levels and of delivery of pensions to retired people. You see state is cutting expenses and they have certain number of whom they will deliver the pension to home, they have turned down some, some of which have been disbaled people, those who cant or have difficulties to get their pension from bank, atm or postoffice, but some people live in places where they cant acsess easily bank or post office or they are disabled...the social minister lied that if people wit serous probalems , whose application by mistake has denies, they could appeal the decision- but it turned out that that was a lie, there was certain quota of ppl who will get pension to home via mailman. And finally Priminister said that there wasnt better person to deal with problem than current Social minister and he was just thinking whether to take her down or not. now Primeminister said that she has made mistakes, she needs to clean up her mess and step down.
And you know what I heard on radio that one paper called Videvik ( Duskor Nightfall or Twilight in English) is calling for retired to gather at front of Parliament in Toompea at 11.02 for a protest meeting...mmmmmm...is govt afraid that Riga and Vilnius will be repeated here? After all, Riga showed that peaceful demonstration can end differently...Can change of minister appease the crowd and the the Parliament windows will be unshattered? we dont know yet...but anything can happen...
maybe govt will fall too..or change...we will see...its crisis time
And you know what I heard on radio that one paper called Videvik ( Duskor Nightfall or Twilight in English) is calling for retired to gather at front of Parliament in Toompea at 11.02 for a protest meeting...mmmmmm...is govt afraid that Riga and Vilnius will be repeated here? After all, Riga showed that peaceful demonstration can end differently...Can change of minister appease the crowd and the the Parliament windows will be unshattered? we dont know yet...but anything can happen...
maybe govt will fall too..or change...we will see...its crisis time
jaanuar 21, 2009
Obamas Inauguration
New US President inaugarated
20 January 2009 at 22:29
Le roi est mort VIVE LE ROI
Inaugural Address of Obama
http://www.msnbc.msn.com/id/27721638/vp/28738177#28738177
NBC s Special Report: INauguration
http://www.msnbc.msn.com/id/22425001/vp/22887392#22887392
mmmmm, very bold speech...echo of MLK I have a dream theme. but said to be fulfilled
yeah, It has, but there is still way to go
and he had better oiled campaign
and people were tired of Bush and Reps
so no wonder :D
But I ma kinda happy,
I hope that means no more stupid political faux pas
but why do i have feeling that
perhaps this is bad cop vs good cop scenario
bad cop is gone and good cop steps in..
I dont have anything agains americans per se
or any nations, its the systems Or THE SYSTEM
i am concerned about. And the system is the same IMHO
Report part mentioned also rumor of Somali terrorists suspicion somewhere in capital. but was later diminshed.
President mentioned "Our nation is at war, against a far-reaching network of violence and hatred."
Clue to The Base Group ? :)
It was pretty stong and bold an idealistic speech. But not offensive one, at least to me.
He is a good speaker and US is major player. this all affects the speech..
and he has charm....he is likable. i have keep in mind...that lets wait and see..
after all he said roughly that it may take time to better the cndition... which is good cause, ther is not such thing as overnight change...
now if i forget the option everything that conspiracies talk about him or thought that he is just figure in the game of politics of chess...he is allright guy...:)
Bad thing, its gonna be less fun with no bushisms around haha
i hope that humour industry will not die out nevertheless ;D
http://www.msnbc.msn.com/id/22425001/vp/28657278#28657278
20 January 2009 at 22:29
Le roi est mort VIVE LE ROI
Inaugural Address of Obama
http://www.msnbc.msn.com/id/27721638/vp/28738177#28738177
NBC s Special Report: INauguration
http://www.msnbc.msn.com/id/22425001/vp/22887392#22887392
mmmmm, very bold speech...echo of MLK I have a dream theme. but said to be fulfilled
yeah, It has, but there is still way to go
and he had better oiled campaign
and people were tired of Bush and Reps
so no wonder :D
But I ma kinda happy,
I hope that means no more stupid political faux pas
but why do i have feeling that
perhaps this is bad cop vs good cop scenario
bad cop is gone and good cop steps in..
I dont have anything agains americans per se
or any nations, its the systems Or THE SYSTEM
i am concerned about. And the system is the same IMHO
Report part mentioned also rumor of Somali terrorists suspicion somewhere in capital. but was later diminshed.
President mentioned "Our nation is at war, against a far-reaching network of violence and hatred."
Clue to The Base Group ? :)
It was pretty stong and bold an idealistic speech. But not offensive one, at least to me.
He is a good speaker and US is major player. this all affects the speech..
and he has charm....he is likable. i have keep in mind...that lets wait and see..
after all he said roughly that it may take time to better the cndition... which is good cause, ther is not such thing as overnight change...
now if i forget the option everything that conspiracies talk about him or thought that he is just figure in the game of politics of chess...he is allright guy...:)
Bad thing, its gonna be less fun with no bushisms around haha
i hope that humour industry will not die out nevertheless ;D
http://www.msnbc.msn.com/id/22425001/vp/28657278#28657278
jaanuar 12, 2009
Palestine Question
From another blog outside blogger
http://www.jeunestreet.com/2009/01/10/the-palestine-question/
Quote:
"Taking sides in the conflict would not only be unwise, it would be a misreading of the debate — there are no sides to take. We can only mourn the lives that are lost and work for the promotion of trust and the abolition of prejudice."
This is loongtime goal, and while there are sides to take, it is true that that this what is happening is not working either.
But we can indeed mourn dead,
promotion of trust and abolition of prejudice is perhaps bit farway dream.
http://www.jeunestreet.com/2009/01/10/the-palestine-question/
Quote:
"Taking sides in the conflict would not only be unwise, it would be a misreading of the debate — there are no sides to take. We can only mourn the lives that are lost and work for the promotion of trust and the abolition of prejudice."
This is loongtime goal, and while there are sides to take, it is true that that this what is happening is not working either.
But we can indeed mourn dead,
promotion of trust and abolition of prejudice is perhaps bit farway dream.
Strong economy backing the war in Gaza
Stark ekonomi backar upp kriget i Gaza
http://sydsvenskan.se/ekonomi/article403001/Stark-ekonomi-backar-upp-kriget-i-Gaza.html
Translated thanks to google translator :D
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Strong economy backing the war in Gaza
Of Per Roijer
First published: January 2, 2009 23:30 Last updated: January 3, 2009 12:44
The war against Hamas in the Gaza Strip is not a financial venture. With the experience of the war against Hezbollah in 2006 in the back, the Israeli leaders assumed that the current conflict not to harm Israel's economy.
Israel's economy is strong. After growing problem in the 1990s and a substantial decline of the millennium was reformed in the state sector. The global boom gave Israel a real shot. Many indications that the financial crisis will not hit particularly hard in Israel. - Israeli banks are conservative and not so sophisticated, it pays off, the Israeli Governor Stanley Fischer said. There are similarities between Sweden Göran Persson and the Conservative Israeli policy Benjamin Netanyahu. Both led by finance ministers of the reform of their country's economy, Persson in the 1990s and Netanyahu years 2003-2004. - You can think what you will about Netanyahu's foreign policy, but for Israel's economy, he was definitely an asset, "said Lars Christensen, chief analyst of Danske Bank in Copenhagen. - Israel carried out the Sweden made a few years earlier, "he says. Netanyahu cut sharply in public spending, introduced a tax reform, monopolies disbanded and privatized former public activities. Israel had until then had a highly state-dominated economy. Government debt was gradually reduced from 100 per cent of GDP (gross domestic product) to 60. The differences between Sweden and Israel are great, but there are striking similarities. The Israeli currency shekeln flows, the central bank sets interest rates independently (several cuts during the late autumn), the dependence on exports is large, and the industry is dominated by high technology, pharmaceuticals and IT. The latter allows Israel to an attractive partner for Swedish companies. Ericsson is dominant. The American-Israeli cooperation in the arms industry has been criticized by the left and the Green Party in Sweden.
The direct financial aid from the U.S. to Israel supports the other hand, the currency in a way that Sweden lacks, and allows shekeln been strengthened even though the country has a trade deficit. Israeli oranges are a major export product, generally, but to Sweden is the high-tech exports worth four times more than food exports (2007). It is clear that Israel will not escape the international recession, but the Bank of Israel maintains that neither the real estate bubble or unsound mortgages had an impact in the country. Any bank emergency does not arise. When the Israeli government is considering the economic risks of attacks against Hamas in Gaza, they do so in light of the previous two bloody conflicts: the attack on Hezbollah in Lebanon in 2006 and the second Intifada, which began in 2000. Of the war in Lebanon, it was feared that the economy would take proper ironing. But it was not the case. The head of the Bank of Israel Stanley Fischer said afterwards that he was surprised by the Israeli economy's resilience. According to the Bank of Israel became the country's GDP just 0.5 percent lower than it would have been if the war never took place. Much was in ruins in the north. Agriculture was a big bang and tourism störtdök - but stalk quickly. Intifada from the occupied territories five years earlier targeted a much larger blow to Israel's economy, including by terrorist acts inside Israel. Exports to the U.S. was hit simultaneously by the IT bubble burst and the subsequent economic downturn. But that was before the domestic reforms. - If the war in Gaza will not be for long, I do not think it harms the Israeli economy, "said Lars Christensen
Svenska large established in Israel Ericsson (available both in the West Bank and Israel) AstraZeneca Volvo (both trucks and passenger cars) Assa Abloy (factory in an illegal residence, forced to move since one of the AP funds threatened to sell shares) Electrolux ABB Ikea (a department store, another is planned) Alfa Laval SSAB H & M (planned introduction of several stores in 2010) Source: Swedish Trade Council
Swedish-Israeli cooperation between companies and authorities Flextronics QlikView (Data Company from Ideon in Lund, are now owned by American and Israeli capital) Defense Materiel Administration to cooperate with Israeli company Electro Optic Industries and has imported optical equipment to the JAS 39 Gripen International. Sweden also has a cooperation and an agreement with the Israeli armaments company Rafael about the possible use of Israeli weapons of JAS 39 Gripen. These include air missiles, ground weapons and reconnaissance capsules. (Advance of Left stone Alice Åström in parliament in 2004) Defense.
In 2002, Israeli military equipment were tested on Swedish soil. A driver loose plan produced by Israel Aircraft Industries, started and ended in Kiruna and flew test loops down to Vidsel and back. The plane was driven from the airport in Kiruna. According to sources within the United Nations and UNRWA, the type of plane used by Israel during the incursions in the Gaza Strip. (Advance of Green Yvonne Ruwaida in parliament in 2005) Per Roijer
http://sydsvenskan.se/ekonomi/article403001/Stark-ekonomi-backar-upp-kriget-i-Gaza.html
Translated thanks to google translator :D
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Strong economy backing the war in Gaza
Of Per Roijer
First published: January 2, 2009 23:30 Last updated: January 3, 2009 12:44
The war against Hamas in the Gaza Strip is not a financial venture. With the experience of the war against Hezbollah in 2006 in the back, the Israeli leaders assumed that the current conflict not to harm Israel's economy.
Israel's economy is strong. After growing problem in the 1990s and a substantial decline of the millennium was reformed in the state sector. The global boom gave Israel a real shot. Many indications that the financial crisis will not hit particularly hard in Israel. - Israeli banks are conservative and not so sophisticated, it pays off, the Israeli Governor Stanley Fischer said. There are similarities between Sweden Göran Persson and the Conservative Israeli policy Benjamin Netanyahu. Both led by finance ministers of the reform of their country's economy, Persson in the 1990s and Netanyahu years 2003-2004. - You can think what you will about Netanyahu's foreign policy, but for Israel's economy, he was definitely an asset, "said Lars Christensen, chief analyst of Danske Bank in Copenhagen. - Israel carried out the Sweden made a few years earlier, "he says. Netanyahu cut sharply in public spending, introduced a tax reform, monopolies disbanded and privatized former public activities. Israel had until then had a highly state-dominated economy. Government debt was gradually reduced from 100 per cent of GDP (gross domestic product) to 60. The differences between Sweden and Israel are great, but there are striking similarities. The Israeli currency shekeln flows, the central bank sets interest rates independently (several cuts during the late autumn), the dependence on exports is large, and the industry is dominated by high technology, pharmaceuticals and IT. The latter allows Israel to an attractive partner for Swedish companies. Ericsson is dominant. The American-Israeli cooperation in the arms industry has been criticized by the left and the Green Party in Sweden.
The direct financial aid from the U.S. to Israel supports the other hand, the currency in a way that Sweden lacks, and allows shekeln been strengthened even though the country has a trade deficit. Israeli oranges are a major export product, generally, but to Sweden is the high-tech exports worth four times more than food exports (2007). It is clear that Israel will not escape the international recession, but the Bank of Israel maintains that neither the real estate bubble or unsound mortgages had an impact in the country. Any bank emergency does not arise. When the Israeli government is considering the economic risks of attacks against Hamas in Gaza, they do so in light of the previous two bloody conflicts: the attack on Hezbollah in Lebanon in 2006 and the second Intifada, which began in 2000. Of the war in Lebanon, it was feared that the economy would take proper ironing. But it was not the case. The head of the Bank of Israel Stanley Fischer said afterwards that he was surprised by the Israeli economy's resilience. According to the Bank of Israel became the country's GDP just 0.5 percent lower than it would have been if the war never took place. Much was in ruins in the north. Agriculture was a big bang and tourism störtdök - but stalk quickly. Intifada from the occupied territories five years earlier targeted a much larger blow to Israel's economy, including by terrorist acts inside Israel. Exports to the U.S. was hit simultaneously by the IT bubble burst and the subsequent economic downturn. But that was before the domestic reforms. - If the war in Gaza will not be for long, I do not think it harms the Israeli economy, "said Lars Christensen
Svenska large established in Israel Ericsson (available both in the West Bank and Israel) AstraZeneca Volvo (both trucks and passenger cars) Assa Abloy (factory in an illegal residence, forced to move since one of the AP funds threatened to sell shares) Electrolux ABB Ikea (a department store, another is planned) Alfa Laval SSAB H & M (planned introduction of several stores in 2010) Source: Swedish Trade Council
Swedish-Israeli cooperation between companies and authorities Flextronics QlikView (Data Company from Ideon in Lund, are now owned by American and Israeli capital) Defense Materiel Administration to cooperate with Israeli company Electro Optic Industries and has imported optical equipment to the JAS 39 Gripen International. Sweden also has a cooperation and an agreement with the Israeli armaments company Rafael about the possible use of Israeli weapons of JAS 39 Gripen. These include air missiles, ground weapons and reconnaissance capsules. (Advance of Left stone Alice Åström in parliament in 2004) Defense.
In 2002, Israeli military equipment were tested on Swedish soil. A driver loose plan produced by Israel Aircraft Industries, started and ended in Kiruna and flew test loops down to Vidsel and back. The plane was driven from the airport in Kiruna. According to sources within the United Nations and UNRWA, the type of plane used by Israel during the incursions in the Gaza Strip. (Advance of Green Yvonne Ruwaida in parliament in 2005) Per Roijer
Of Religious Freedom, State and Casus of Turkmenbashi
Youre wondering why I still go on and on with my interest in Religion...well its part of this world. And thus cannot be ignored...even if sometimes one wishes to pull the socket out ot of wall. Well im COOL with THAT THERE IS religion in the world. I guess my decade long involvment with Bahai Faith, partial Eastern background, curiousity , relative openmindedness and last but not least " live and let live" life philosophy makes me being okay with religion...well there are facets that i question and ppl that give me creeps, when i start thinking about them. But minus all that religion is a force to be counted in world. and i have at least now some symphathy towards religion. In fact at at times i feel appalled when someones right to believe is subject to someone elses whim or state sanctions, because Majority group or system thinks that other group is false or dangerous..Under this falls discrimination of any religious minoritys right to exist and believe what they believe. I recently saw a doc on Ruhnama and rather comical reverance that State of Turkmenistan, its citizens and religious organizations were demanded to give to lately died president Sapmurat Niyazov namedTurkmenbashi or Father of all Turks. Comical is perhaps wrong word, it is rather tragicomical, when one thinks that people had to live under this...see http://www.forum18.org/Archive.php?article_id=522 TURKMENISTAN: President's personality cult imposed on religious communities, published on F18News on: 1 March 2005For Ruhnama or Turkmenbashi you can either google, youtube it and see what world appers to you..And if Ruhnama is translated into your language, its thanks to may multinational enterprises that payd lipservice or sometimes even more to get business done in Turkmenistan as they paid for translation of that "holy book" of Turkmenbashi. The doc dealing with that theme is called The Shadow of the Holy Bookhttp://www.shadowoftheholybook.net/Survey from august 2008 on above mebtioned forum is available here http://www.forum18.org/Archive.php?article_id=1167TURKMENISTAN: Religious freedom survey, August 2008Amonst other harrasments an incident related to one Bahai is mentoned in August 2008 surveyQuote:"One arrested Baha'i was told – after the state decided in 2004 to allow religious minority communities to apply to register – that this "applies only to Sunni Islam and the Orthodox Church, while such dubious groups as yours will be thoroughly checked out with the aim of preventing any possible conflicts." President Niyazov at that time banned Muslims from registering new mosques. However, some religious minorities – such as some Protestants including Seventh-day Adventists, Bahai's and Hare Krishna devotees – have been eventually allowed to register."I really wonder what it was like to a Bahai in country where tribute to leader is reminding of idolizing like monarchs of past, a kind of like religion on its own. And one has to put Ruhnama and presidents picture in holyground or communty centre?i know that Bahais are asked to follow the laws of country and not engange in partisan politics amongst other principles. I do not know what it was like to be a Bahai there, but i assume that it was probably not easy to meet in big numbers. Maybe the Bahais on idividual level tried to find common points in Ruhnama, something they could agree to, maybe at individual level, some liked the president s person. Yeah, question is what one does if the climate of the country is challenge to you as countryman and member of minority group? At communist times there were Lenin's case that was close to that but that could be counted as pseudoireligious reverance as Mr. Turkmenbashi ordered to build a mosque upon which he decreed that that citations from Ruhnama should be written next to Koran's verses and that Ruhnama should be read by clergy. Which is step for more religious nature than of marxism-leninism-communism's faith of century, who proclaimed that religious creed is opium for the people. Yet in odd way, Communism of Soviets trying so badly to quench the religion and their idolizing of Marx, Lenin, Stalin, ideology and the state carries like religious zeal and became a kind of religion too. And then ther was of course Chaiman Mao and his little red book. But let us return to Turkmenbashi and where it started.."Although the president's cult of personality – which includes a gold statue in Ashgabad that revolves to follow the sun and a monument to the Ruhnama – began in the mid-1990s, the cult was stepped up after the publication of the first volume of the Ruhnama in 2001, which Niyazov described at the launch ceremony as a "holy book". Officials later likened it to the Koran. The second Ruhnama volume was ceremonially launched in September 2004. In 2000, one government minister claimed that the Ruhnama would make up for shortcomings in both the Bible and the Koran, neither of which were, he claimed, fully adequate for the spiritual needs of Turkmens. Controversy was stirred among Muslims when news spread last year that the Kipchak mosque – named after the president - was decorated with quotations from the Ruhnama. Indeed, to enter the main entrance of the mosque, visitors have to walk through a gateway over which is written in Turkmen: "Ruhnama is a holy book; The Koran is Allah's book". On one side of the gateway is the text of the oath of allegiance to the president carved in stone and on the other the text of the national anthem." ( 1 march 2005 article F18news)Any opposers were naturally "well taken care of" as anybody who lives in such country can probably can imagine...Quotes from article of 1 march 2005 on F18news :"One mosque was closed down by the State Security Ministry secret police for not putting the Ruhnama on the same reading stand as the Koran (see F18News 19 November 2003 http://www.forum18.org/Archive.php?article_id=187). One local Muslim suggested that four of the Ashgabad mosques demolished in the autumn 2004 campaign of mosque destruction were targeted because their imams refused to read the Ruhnama in their mosques (see F18News 4 January 2005 http://www.forum18.org/Archive.php?article_id=481). One theory as to why in January 2003 Niyazov ousted the Chief Mufti, Nasrullah ibn Ibadullah, an ethnic Uzbek who had led Turkmenistan's Muslims for the previous ten years, and had him sentenced to 22 years' imprisonment in March 2004 was his lack of enthusiasm for the campaign to promote the Ruhnama in mosques." In light of this, life can be stranger than fiction and be thankful if you stil have situation wher you are not persecuted for what you believe in..and "smile...tommorow can be worse" :Dand if you drop into youtube please check out this channel. The Turkmen Dissident TV athttp://www.youtube.com/profile?user=TurkmenDissidentTV&view=videosthat features news and satirical cartoons...
jaanuar 07, 2009
in Muddle eASt
This year really came with the Bangs ;) its irony, that rockets can be used both to thrill as new years and kill as in war like in MuddleEast.."happy new" war, neither happy, neither new...
jaanuar 01, 2009
detsember 23, 2008
Books list
i have three books on my hand
I bought Mihkel Rauds Musta pori näkku....straitfoward, honest storytelling by Estonian mucisian about his sex, vodka and rocknroll lifestyle before he he decided that he has to stop drinking...so far i like it
then theres book about Hitler...i have get on reading, sounds promising read
a bio and historical analysis about hitler early years and rise to power. and no i dont intend to become nazi hehe
and found fascinating book called Tutankhamun deception by Gerald O`Farell...well that guys who found tomb playd trick on at everybody and opened it before....
I bought Mihkel Rauds Musta pori näkku....straitfoward, honest storytelling by Estonian mucisian about his sex, vodka and rocknroll lifestyle before he he decided that he has to stop drinking...so far i like it
then theres book about Hitler...i have get on reading, sounds promising read
a bio and historical analysis about hitler early years and rise to power. and no i dont intend to become nazi hehe
and found fascinating book called Tutankhamun deception by Gerald O`Farell...well that guys who found tomb playd trick on at everybody and opened it before....
Hotel Rwanda
I saw the movie, well, the thought is that we humans can be pretty fucked up at times...gosh and so fanatical like crazy...yet we cant totally escape our dark side
Naljakalt kirjutatet
Naljakalt kirjutatud...
1. detsembril 2007 toimus Harkujärve Püha Esimärter Stefanose kirikus oikumeeniline õhtupalvus Taize lauludega, kus teenisid kaasa nii rooma-katoliku kiriku preester isa Igor Gavriltchik kui ka pastor loci isa Heigo Ritsbek. Kirik oli rahvast täis (kohal olid ka 50 sõdurit vahipataljonist koos kaplaniga) ning mitmete konfessioonide esindajaid. Huvitaval kombel ka Eesti Bahai liikumise juhid olid kohale tulnud. Õhtupalvus läks igati hästi korda.
Kuidas saab huvitaval kombel kohale tulla? haha. Lahe...aga kutsed
1. detsembril 2007 toimus Harkujärve Püha Esimärter Stefanose kirikus oikumeeniline õhtupalvus Taize lauludega, kus teenisid kaasa nii rooma-katoliku kiriku preester isa Igor Gavriltchik kui ka pastor loci isa Heigo Ritsbek. Kirik oli rahvast täis (kohal olid ka 50 sõdurit vahipataljonist koos kaplaniga) ning mitmete konfessioonide esindajaid. Huvitaval kombel ka Eesti Bahai liikumise juhid olid kohale tulnud. Õhtupalvus läks igati hästi korda.
Kuidas saab huvitaval kombel kohale tulla? haha. Lahe...aga kutsed
juuli 15, 2008
"Gorjatshie estontskije parni!" hehe/ "Hot estonian guys!"
Picture this....
Nabil, Rhys and me strolling on Pärnu Rannapromenaad at Pärnu Beach after fruitlessly ended search of some of youth from Latvia, like Sasha and others etc, who later turned out that they ended up going different Steffani Pizza. We thought of first of one in town, but not finding went to beach one, again no sight.
To be honest, we didnt search every inch of downtown one, but oh well
if we would have found you guys, we would have had fun and last supper of summerschool. But i would have missed what i will tell you next
as i said....close your eyes and picture yourself to that saturday night just before midnight. Pärnus Beachpromenade lightly lit, fountain beaming colourful lights and sprinkling water. People walking by, grouping, spending their saturday night. Sunset club is reading itself for another party. So we walked there, going to grips with reality that missed meeting you, Latvians. Yeah, we had already had dinner at TexMex earlier, but it was not food that we were looking for when we anticipated the meeting that was supposed to take place..it was company and of course since i was working next day, it was chance to say goodbye, a proper goodbye. A goodbye for some time or for loong time or last time as no one knows when next meeting will be or when its time for hammer to fall for any of us..
ok,ok, i was not thinking in these terms like that then, rather like why did we ended up in so different places, i even said that its no way to end Summerchool. Gosh how i miss our bygone sumerschools many summers and winters ago...
anyway i was sad. and then alert, cauze there were many guys walking in groups...you never know which barrel will start to smokeing.
...so picture this, well built, muscular and handsome Rhys, tall and slim hehehe narrator and somewhere on middle Nabil strolling to end Promenade
bit somber mood, not ready to party, not making noise. So we turn around just before end, while i initially suggested we make round and exit to street and walk back on parallel street to promenade at other side of hotel. As we were walking back, we passed one trio, two rather middleaged women and one guy..
they were in rather spiritive mood if you know what imean hehe. they joked something on what guy did . when we or at least i had passed them, then it came out of blue...two phrases...i dont know who they saw first, as i didnt pay attention to that.
Womans voice in russian: Ooo... kakije muzhsini....."Gorjatshije estontskie parni!"¤ accompanied with laughter at end :D. I grinned while i was explaining to Rhys and Nabil of what they were thought to be... but yeah there we were, sober, quiet and not really partying at the saturday night...or maybe they saw other "hot estonian guys"...:D
¤ In Russian "Wow..whata men..."hot estonian guys"
PS! Its an irony...
Nabil, Rhys and me strolling on Pärnu Rannapromenaad at Pärnu Beach after fruitlessly ended search of some of youth from Latvia, like Sasha and others etc, who later turned out that they ended up going different Steffani Pizza. We thought of first of one in town, but not finding went to beach one, again no sight.
To be honest, we didnt search every inch of downtown one, but oh well
if we would have found you guys, we would have had fun and last supper of summerschool. But i would have missed what i will tell you next
as i said....close your eyes and picture yourself to that saturday night just before midnight. Pärnus Beachpromenade lightly lit, fountain beaming colourful lights and sprinkling water. People walking by, grouping, spending their saturday night. Sunset club is reading itself for another party. So we walked there, going to grips with reality that missed meeting you, Latvians. Yeah, we had already had dinner at TexMex earlier, but it was not food that we were looking for when we anticipated the meeting that was supposed to take place..it was company and of course since i was working next day, it was chance to say goodbye, a proper goodbye. A goodbye for some time or for loong time or last time as no one knows when next meeting will be or when its time for hammer to fall for any of us..
ok,ok, i was not thinking in these terms like that then, rather like why did we ended up in so different places, i even said that its no way to end Summerchool. Gosh how i miss our bygone sumerschools many summers and winters ago...
anyway i was sad. and then alert, cauze there were many guys walking in groups...you never know which barrel will start to smokeing.
...so picture this, well built, muscular and handsome Rhys, tall and slim hehehe narrator and somewhere on middle Nabil strolling to end Promenade
bit somber mood, not ready to party, not making noise. So we turn around just before end, while i initially suggested we make round and exit to street and walk back on parallel street to promenade at other side of hotel. As we were walking back, we passed one trio, two rather middleaged women and one guy..
they were in rather spiritive mood if you know what imean hehe. they joked something on what guy did . when we or at least i had passed them, then it came out of blue...two phrases...i dont know who they saw first, as i didnt pay attention to that.
Womans voice in russian: Ooo... kakije muzhsini....."Gorjatshije estontskie parni!"¤ accompanied with laughter at end :D. I grinned while i was explaining to Rhys and Nabil of what they were thought to be... but yeah there we were, sober, quiet and not really partying at the saturday night...or maybe they saw other "hot estonian guys"...:D
¤ In Russian "Wow..whata men..."hot estonian guys"
PS! Its an irony...
juuli 14, 2008
Summerschool
well, i met with Nab and Rhys and tons of other people, people from Latvia: like Sasha and his wife Katya, Tanya, Katarina(this girl remembers me from Parviz times, but it is wierd that i dont, memeory is selective probabbly and perhaps we didnt really talk then), Aiga (whose pic i have seen in Kertus album, but was new face too) as well with people from estonian and Pärnu community, Marco from Belgium, Sebastian - Norway, last two being new faces. and people from Finland, of course.
plus other people i had short or no contact with.
I was there visiting, mostly at evenings, because i had to work on three days and i spent times with my lovely ones in town and shopping accompaning. Visitng Sschool was good for a change. Though at times i felt different and alien, like i dont belong there . Cant talk in same lines always...Though people treated me nicely in general. Some people assumed things though and one doesnt really get to deep in short conversations. I was reluctant at times to tell details about my life and they didnt ask for everything too always. Had talks with Rita and Iti about the family of mine and the baby and reason whys. It was civil at least, even if views are different. well at least about holy matrimony, i didnt really get into bigger discussion into God, afterlife, prayers etc but briefly said where i stand at the moment, my agnostic kind of stand. about when it came to be, for repeating record i will state, last phase of losing faith started around 2 to 3 years ago. but as i have been there before around 1999, it dawned upon me some time ago, that i probably joined cause i liked people and social principles,and it all made sense.
or so i believed, i kinda feel that i automatically went along with atmosphere and spirit so i went along with th faith required aspects. I was more optimistic about life then too. But i dont regret my experience and now i try to be realistic optimist. As of more discussion, i talked with Nab more later.
I had chance to deliver via Rhys one question to Mr.Grossmann, who was main speaker at Sschool. i have many questions. i recieved reply, characterically faith based.
What affected my sschool experience is that i was there randomly. it is one thing to visit and other one to hang around and lodge in school. though it was fun to play minigolf and frisbee with folks there. and also to eat out in Steffani on second night. last night of school was kind of dissapointment , though it had fun parts inside. I got to the building at very end of evening program, missing feast and Indian Dances, watched people playing games, talked a bit, accompained nab and rhys and two middle aged finnish bahai ladies, Kaisa and Birgit, who wanted to go steffani, but as that was packed we went to TexMex. I felt kind funny, maybe because iam not really in community anymore, maybe because i was expecting that wed go hangout with young ones. later it dawned on me that we are not exactly young too Nabil is around 40 and Rhys and me over 30ies. I felt especially ackward, when one them tried to make joke about ordering tequila. well, bahais in good standing dont drink usually but i havent been bahai in good standing for already some time. to be exact i havent felt to be bahai for some time. and i have tried some stuff, including tequila. In fact last month...so i sat there saying nothing..in beginning
I was more talking more to Rhys meanwhile. We ordered our foods, which took some....time. then we got our salads and burritos. I took Chili con carne burrito it wasnt that spicy. bit dissapointed.also other people were not happy with their salads. salads were said to be dry and not warm. Later Tiia joined us and we saw some other people from summerschool coming to eat there. Pearl of evening was, that
in middle of dinner, stage lights were lit and one guy announced that one dancegroup is giving show. Its name is Lancy, and lady who runs it is also an actress and runs own dance shcool that in the building next to bahai center here. It was an all girl group and i think its classifies under showdance. they used some mexican music partly, but werent dressed like one haha
They were good though. initially we started to giggle as we didnt expect that, but we clapped our hands at the end...so i got to see dance that evening afterall
Rhys told Nabil that why dont there are many girls like them among Bahais hehe!
after giving thanks to Kaisa and Birgit as they insisted on treating us we left for the search of the Latvians...see next story
juuni 24, 2008
Patareid laetud, Holland maetud
Kastna ja kolm unustamatut päeva :D
aga Kahju et Holland edasi ei saanud
aga Kahju et Holland edasi ei saanud
mai 27, 2008
Mixed feelings, memorial meeting
Brigitte is now buried, rests in peace! I attended memorial event in her honour and i have say she was remarkable woman indeed.Pictures and comments from Lawrence. Nice. I couldnt make it to funeral, but i a m somewhat happy that went. Saw Nabil and lots of people. And they were nice to meee. I felt funny though, tried to be invicible man. not all comfy. white crowish bit. polite answers. selected openings.
Nab was much easier to talk wit and Vassili, yeah. and Mark and Mart and others Though others chats werent bad, no they were friendly. made bit hard to tell that i feel to be out of fold. i didnt tell some ppl that i have kid. it is kind bizarre. i better shape up.
Coat of arms of Hasselblatt family, where Brigitte came from
http://www.brigittelundblade.com/
Website in honor of Brigitte
Nab was much easier to talk wit and Vassili, yeah. and Mark and Mart and others Though others chats werent bad, no they were friendly. made bit hard to tell that i feel to be out of fold. i didnt tell some ppl that i have kid. it is kind bizarre. i better shape up.
Coat of arms of Hasselblatt family, where Brigitte came fromhttp://www.brigittelundblade.com/
Website in honor of Brigitte
Cartoon on Irans Bahai Case
http://censeo.cc/2008/05/story-time/
Yeah Blame Canada eerrr Bahais hehe! who doesnt get joke search for shiraz explosion on search!
mai 25, 2008
Poem for Brigitte
Poem for Brigitte
http://khalblogstaniwrits.blogspot.com/2008/05/requiem-aka-her-name-was-brigitte.html
http://khalblogstaniwrits.blogspot.com/2008/05/requiem-aka-her-name-was-brigitte.html
mai 19, 2008
News, Rhys visit, Brigittes Passing
First of all i got touch with Nabil and Rhys. Was happy to hear about Rhys and Nabil
Talks have begun. Rhys came over yesterday To Sprinwoodtown aka Pärnu!
I was so happy to see him spent whole evening talking, catching up, had dinner, walked. He has someone on horizon!
My close friends seem to be accepted the fact what has happened, i mean my babystory and switch in mindset. I am really lucky bastard hehe! but lets see where they can hang with me, oh, iam not that different, a bit differnt only, so i ll try to respect them and hope they respect me. NOT VERY PROUD THAT i didnt have guts to tell the news myself, but whats done is history.
But Then i would be accepting too if they did something that is out of their normal life ´routine.
I learned sadly that Brigitte was ill with cancer and passed away two days ago. R.I.P Brigitte Lundblade! it affećeted my mood a bit cause i hadnt chance to see her before death as i was not in touch with Bahais for some time. If not to count her appearance on TV program Ajalik ja Ajatu, last time i met her was July 2006 Summerschool. She was such a sound a nd active person for her age, she was like a grandmother, great mother. She will be missed. Even i miss her. and i even have startd to write tribute to her, its not ready but soon!
Lately poetry comes back to mee i wrote couple of poems by last two days, there is hope! I M not falling totally to glass and steel and Isengard worldempire! Yeah
I´learned about one more divorce, about different people are up to, which people did he meet iN Tallin and we talked about ourselfs. It was really nice to see him happy!
Talks have begun. Rhys came over yesterday To Sprinwoodtown aka Pärnu!
I was so happy to see him spent whole evening talking, catching up, had dinner, walked. He has someone on horizon!
My close friends seem to be accepted the fact what has happened, i mean my babystory and switch in mindset. I am really lucky bastard hehe! but lets see where they can hang with me, oh, iam not that different, a bit differnt only, so i ll try to respect them and hope they respect me. NOT VERY PROUD THAT i didnt have guts to tell the news myself, but whats done is history.
But Then i would be accepting too if they did something that is out of their normal life ´routine.
I learned sadly that Brigitte was ill with cancer and passed away two days ago. R.I.P Brigitte Lundblade! it affećeted my mood a bit cause i hadnt chance to see her before death as i was not in touch with Bahais for some time. If not to count her appearance on TV program Ajalik ja Ajatu, last time i met her was July 2006 Summerschool. She was such a sound a nd active person for her age, she was like a grandmother, great mother. She will be missed. Even i miss her. and i even have startd to write tribute to her, its not ready but soon!
Lately poetry comes back to mee i wrote couple of poems by last two days, there is hope! I M not falling totally to glass and steel and Isengard worldempire! Yeah
I´learned about one more divorce, about different people are up to, which people did he meet iN Tallin and we talked about ourselfs. It was really nice to see him happy!
aprill 19, 2008
Flashh-oh olid alles ajad, those were the times...bahai times
ohhh olid ajad...Bahaina...oh those were the times as a Bahai
In estonian only!
Minu seiklused Viljandis 2 okt 2003
Hommikul mina käisin koolis, mul oli lühendatud päev. oli öpetajate päev.
Meie pere kutsu tahtis muidugi minuga kaasa tulla, ja mul oli tükk tegu et ta ei tuleks.
Bussi peale ta önneks ei tulnud. Aga oleks vöinud, siis oleks kutsale üle küpsenud mulgi kapsad anda, nimelt meil oli rahvusköögi päev. Mina tegin tuhlinotti, siis tegime veel mulgi putru, kruubiputru, pannkooke ja muna-singi rooga. Pannkooke söime öuna-ploomi moosiga. Pärast oli nii täis köht et ei tahtnud löunani mingit toitu.
Siis jöudsin ma koju, ja hakkasin ettevalmistama end Viljandisse tulekuks. Linda palus mul mul välja uurida, kas Helmi tuleb ja kui ei siis ma peaksin vötme saama.
Pärast korduvaid helistamisi önnestus mul Ritaga rääkida, ja siis selgus et Helmi ei tule ja on maal. Meie önneks oli (Ri)tal vötmed. Minu peas kerkis üks väike plaan, ma vöiks tuhlinotti teha, aega mul ju oli ma pidin jöudma Taisto bussiga 17.30. Linda üks tund hiljem. Mötlesin et käin poest läbi ja teen ühe pisikese üllatuse. 25 minutit enne teele asumist sain mina üllatuse. Linda helistas mulle, ütles et ta ei tunne ennast hästi ja et kas ma saaksin ise ava oma vaimsust läbi viia. Aga materjal? Mul ei olnud seda ja mismoodi ma saan selle? Unustades ära et elame interneti ajastul. Tött öelda olin pisut ähmis, et mina ma pidin ju tooma vötme ja et ma tulen ja vötan osa nagu lubasin aga ma ei olnud ju selle materjaliga nii tuttav et vötta tuutori roll loomulikust intelligentsist roll üle. Ühesönaga, ma ei olnud äkilise muutusega valmis.
Aga kes on? Ma kohandasin end situatsioonile ja ma lubasin et ma lähen ja teen mida tarvis. Ma ütlesin et saan hakkama, ma tegin selle valiku. Natuke liiga hilja oli öelda ei mina nii ei mängi ja see poleks olnud öiglane Ivari ja ta kaaslaste suhtes. Ma enne seda kaalusin et kas ma ikka peaksin minema, et ma olen peagu iga nädalavahetus kusagil mujal , ja et mu kulud on sama suured kui ma elasin tallinnas. Ainukese vahega et siis ma nii tihti ei söitnud kuus. Asi on selles et ma pean küsima oma vanemate käest raha. Kuigi nad ei ole vastu et ma läheksin, ma mötlesin et ma peaks maksimum kaks korda kuus ainult söitma. Loodetavasti ma saan varsti töökoha, siis läheb natuke lihtsamaks. Igastahes mul önnestus raha saada, ja ma arvan et raha tulen kulutada et luua suuremaid väärtusi, kustumatuid ja igavikulisi. Midagi mida ei saaks kui raha muutub takistusesks, vöi nagu pühakiri ütleb katteks ja looriks. Reisida pole odav, aga möelge vaid kui paljud inimesed poleks kunagi kuulnud Önnistatud Ilu sönade meloodiat, kui köik me mötleksime et ma vöiksin selle rahaga endale no näiteks suure tahvli Linda shokolaadi osta. Igal juhul selgus et valik oli öige, kui Linda oleks ainuke kes algselt pidi minema. Siis a) ta ei oleks olnud vötit b) ta oleks pidanud tühistama selle kohtumise, selle kusagil mujal tegema vöi veenma mind ikkagi söitma. Mis oleks kahtlemata tal önnestunud :O) Oma kohusetundest söltuvalt oleks teinud ja ma tegin seda. Vähemalt kui keegi ei oleks tulnud meie oleme oma söna pidanud. Ja meil on siis järjepidevus. Viljandit sai ju lubatud aidata ja on parem kui hoida Ivariga ja teistega regulaarset kontakti.
Linda saatis mulle materjalid mis ma pidin välja trükkima ja paljundama ja ma tänan sind palvete eest, sest mul oli selline päev, ja ma polnud ettevalmistatud et A) mul läheb umbes 60 minutit et saada kätte korraliku koopia sellest materjalist , ma olin mingi 16 minutit internetis ootamas ülekannet ja vaadata mis on tekstis mis vöttis mul kümme minutit ja siis kui ma printisin välja printis masin välja köik neliteist lehekülge, vasak külg suur jutt oli teksti totaalselt ärakustutanud. Siis ma palusin klienditeenindajal kas ta saaks uuesti korraliku kvaliteediga, kuna ma ei saanud ju kopeerida sellist poolikut teksti, önneks nöustus ta Pärast 10 minutilist möningat proovi printimist tegi printer korraliku tööd ja ma kasutasin oma järeljäänud 5 minutit printimiseks uuesti samade lehtede taha . Selleks ajaks oli kulunud mingi 45 minutit. Järgnev 25 minutit kulus mul tseki vormistamisele, see klienditeenindaja küsis kas neid tellimusi tuleb veel, ma ütlesin et jaa. Ta ütles et siis vöiks teha koondarve. Ma arvan et ta mäletab meid suvest. Ma vötsin tseki Eesti bahai koguduse nimele. Kui ma küsisin kopeerimislohajärele siis mainis ta morgan foto, ja ühe tartu maantel asuva fotokoha järel, et tule ma näitan sulle ühte kohta kus saab veel kopeerida, mis on bussijaamast 5 minuti kaugusel. Selgus et ta oli näinud mu öpilaspiletit, ja ütles et seal saab 50 sent 1lk kopeeerida kui oled öpilane, ainult tsekki nad ei taha anda. Mul oli igast lehest 5 vaja. Kokku tuli 15 lehte ja ainult 6 krooni! Ma otsustasin et ma ei vötta tsekki selle eest. No nii kuna see vöttis ka natuke aega, jöudsin ma alles 15 minutit enne 7 keskusesse, ise te peal lugedes mida mina kui tuutur pean tegema. Siis ma avastasin et meil oli vaja mingi ilus asi tuua, ma nagu ei mäletanud seda. Ma veel mötlesin et huvitav kuidas ma hakkama saan, kui ma jöudsin ukseni ja selgus-üllatus-minu vötmetest kasu ei miskit, välisuksed lukus koodlukuga, selline mis meil tallinna keskuse maja ustel. Mamma mia, mis nüüd! Pärast pisikest järelpärimist Ritalt sain ma teada et see peab olema uus ja et ma peaksin rääkima Helmiga Igori kaudu, seda ma teha ei jöudnud, kuna mind lasti siise väljatulevate laste poolt. Mul jäi mingi 5 minutit kuni Ivar tuleb, siis ma arvasin et nad ei saa ju sisse, ma pean helistama Ivarile aga numbrit pole, sain selle Lindalt. Ma kulutasin veel aeg et ma läksin alla ja tegin ukse lahti, kuigi oleks vöinud avada ukse nupust.
Ma ei saanud telefonist aru kas Ivar oli üksi vöi mitte, aga kui ma alla läksin nägin ma et lisaks Ivarile ja Jaanale oli kaasas veel üks inimene kelleks osutus Ivari söber Madis. M a sain aru et oli hea et ma tulin. Ja kuigi ma olin poolvalmis üritasin ma käima lükata vestlust ja alustada AOV-t, ise juhendis näpuga rida ajades. Ma olin pisut ärevil ka, kuidas köik välja kukub ja mida nad arvavad, mis mulje see jätab jne. Ikkagi see ole mingi nohu kui sa ei tegele inimeste tutoriseerimisega pidevalt. Ma huvitusin Madisest, küsisin kuidas neil läheb jne. Siis ma lasin igalühel rääkida ilusast asjast vöi kogemusest. See oli ju seal kirjas ja mina kui pedant arvasin et seda teengi.
Ivar näitas oma ilusat Vaimse Päevakeskuse t-särki, Jaana ütles et leer oli ilus kogemus, Madis rääkis oma mimevärvilisest vanamema kootud kampsunist. Mille peale mina ütlesin et bahaid näevad ühtsust just erinevustes. Mis oli just sissejuhatus armastuse ja ilu teemale, selle tunni teemale. Siis ma rääkisin Baha’u’llast on Önnistatud Ilu ja Iidne Ilu ja et Ilu vöib päästa maailma(Dostojevski) Mul jäi vahest puudu ladususest, ma arvan et ma pean rohkem harjutama, kui ma püüdsin edasi minna rääkides Bahaullah ja Abdul Baha kohta ja ma voibolla lasin teemadel natuke laiali valguda vestlustes.ma keskendusin vahest liigselt juhendisse. Teemade juures
Püüdsin ümbersönastada neid küsimusi mis puudutas erinevusi ja ilu, armastust. Peab tunnistama et kella küll täpselt ei jälginud ja küünlaid ei kasutanud, muusikat pisut. Kogu asi kestis 2 ja pool tundi. Me rääkisime köikvöimalikest asjadest. Kuidas armastada ebameeldivaid käituvaid inimesi, Hitlerist, erinevusest kui ebameeldivast kogemusest, kui möned inimesed ahistavad puuetega ja neist erinevaid inimesi. Erinevuste ilust, erinevuste mittelugemisest, näha inimest tervikuna need on möned nöited sellest öhtust. Me rääkime köik mis vöis vähegi piirneda nende teemadega
Jätkuvast ilmutusest, palvetest, miks peetakse usklikke kiiksuga inimesteks, mida teha, kui keegi ei suhtu hästi sinusse nii nagu sa oled, kas bahaid vöivad kirikus käia, liikmessolek kirikus, mida tähendab et bahaid tunnistavad köike religioone ja religioon on ühtne, Jeesus Kristusest, Esimesest ja teisest tulemisest. Sümbolitest piiblis, tööst, Arnold Oksmaast, Uusapostellikust kirikust(Madis on ka seal) ja siis armastusest ja selle rakendamisest . Pulmadest ja bahai abielunöuetest rääkisime ka.
Löpuharjutuse ma palusin et nad teeksid ära ka.Muuseas Ivar tuli mulle appi rääkimises ja me rääkisime nende valmiolekust saada bahaiks, nad ütlesid et neil vötab see aega, kuig nad ütlesid et neile meeldib. Jaana ütles et tal hakkab bahai tunne juba tekkima. Meie ütlesime iga inimene omal ajal, et iga inimene on
bahai kui ta on valmis olema bahai.Hiljem vaatame mis teha kui nad tahavad deklareerida. Minu järeldused: Meil tuleb kindlasti jätkata seda kursust, Ruhi on päris vöimalik variant pärast seda. Neil on köigil kolmel kokkupuude olnud religioose maailmavaatega. Kuigi ma sain teada et köik 7 Ivari kontakti on samast ringkonnast nagu ta ise, täehendab see vaid seda et se on perfektne vöimalus näidata ülest armastust, nad on puudega aga möistuse juures. Ma arvan et Jaana ei ole nii iseseisvusetu, ta on pigem kartlik ja ebakindel. Mingis möttes leidsime me ühiseid jooni. Seekord ta sai olla, ja ma veel küsisin et kuidas lood on. Ta ütles et tema ema teab.
Pärast me läksime jalutama, nemad koju ja mina kaasa natukeseks linnas köndida
Ma sain magnetvötme majast ukse jaoks ka, nii et ma sain minna. Muuseas siin oli selline udu pargis ja tähed särasid, et kahju et te ei saanud tulla, ainuke miinus oli möningad napsitanud noored, kes pildusid kommentaare Madise ja Ivari pihta., mitte just koige taktitundelisemaid. Aga me ei teinud neist välja.
Järgmine kord toimub 25ndal kell 2. Mis veel, ma arvan et kui teil küsimusi on küsige aga. Löppkokkuvötteks oli see vajalik kogemus ja märk sellest et ehk ma peaksin vahest mina tuutor olla, siis ma ei ole nii ähmis. Nüüd on mul vähemalt osa materjalist olemas, kui mul oleks terve siis ei peaks jamama printimisega, juhul kui ainult mina saan tulla. Siis on ainult kopeerimise vaev ja see oleks olnud väike summa
PS! Meil on nüüd 5 bahaist kokka Pärnus! Ja 2 neist töötavad Paradiisis! On sihuke
söögikoht. Viimasel 19 PP Pärnus rääkisime et me saaksime kasutada ruume seal, nii et kuulutusele vöiks panna palvekoosolek paradiisis! Mul on silmapiiril vöimalus et ma saan töö, vöimalik et paradiisis, midagi kindlat veel pole aga üks bahaist kokk kes töötab Helmiga lubas küsida kas on vöimalik et nad vajavad lisa jöude.
In estonian only!
Minu seiklused Viljandis 2 okt 2003
Hommikul mina käisin koolis, mul oli lühendatud päev. oli öpetajate päev.
Meie pere kutsu tahtis muidugi minuga kaasa tulla, ja mul oli tükk tegu et ta ei tuleks.
Bussi peale ta önneks ei tulnud. Aga oleks vöinud, siis oleks kutsale üle küpsenud mulgi kapsad anda, nimelt meil oli rahvusköögi päev. Mina tegin tuhlinotti, siis tegime veel mulgi putru, kruubiputru, pannkooke ja muna-singi rooga. Pannkooke söime öuna-ploomi moosiga. Pärast oli nii täis köht et ei tahtnud löunani mingit toitu.
Siis jöudsin ma koju, ja hakkasin ettevalmistama end Viljandisse tulekuks. Linda palus mul mul välja uurida, kas Helmi tuleb ja kui ei siis ma peaksin vötme saama.
Pärast korduvaid helistamisi önnestus mul Ritaga rääkida, ja siis selgus et Helmi ei tule ja on maal. Meie önneks oli (Ri)tal vötmed. Minu peas kerkis üks väike plaan, ma vöiks tuhlinotti teha, aega mul ju oli ma pidin jöudma Taisto bussiga 17.30. Linda üks tund hiljem. Mötlesin et käin poest läbi ja teen ühe pisikese üllatuse. 25 minutit enne teele asumist sain mina üllatuse. Linda helistas mulle, ütles et ta ei tunne ennast hästi ja et kas ma saaksin ise ava oma vaimsust läbi viia. Aga materjal? Mul ei olnud seda ja mismoodi ma saan selle? Unustades ära et elame interneti ajastul. Tött öelda olin pisut ähmis, et mina ma pidin ju tooma vötme ja et ma tulen ja vötan osa nagu lubasin aga ma ei olnud ju selle materjaliga nii tuttav et vötta tuutori roll loomulikust intelligentsist roll üle. Ühesönaga, ma ei olnud äkilise muutusega valmis.
Aga kes on? Ma kohandasin end situatsioonile ja ma lubasin et ma lähen ja teen mida tarvis. Ma ütlesin et saan hakkama, ma tegin selle valiku. Natuke liiga hilja oli öelda ei mina nii ei mängi ja see poleks olnud öiglane Ivari ja ta kaaslaste suhtes. Ma enne seda kaalusin et kas ma ikka peaksin minema, et ma olen peagu iga nädalavahetus kusagil mujal , ja et mu kulud on sama suured kui ma elasin tallinnas. Ainukese vahega et siis ma nii tihti ei söitnud kuus. Asi on selles et ma pean küsima oma vanemate käest raha. Kuigi nad ei ole vastu et ma läheksin, ma mötlesin et ma peaks maksimum kaks korda kuus ainult söitma. Loodetavasti ma saan varsti töökoha, siis läheb natuke lihtsamaks. Igastahes mul önnestus raha saada, ja ma arvan et raha tulen kulutada et luua suuremaid väärtusi, kustumatuid ja igavikulisi. Midagi mida ei saaks kui raha muutub takistusesks, vöi nagu pühakiri ütleb katteks ja looriks. Reisida pole odav, aga möelge vaid kui paljud inimesed poleks kunagi kuulnud Önnistatud Ilu sönade meloodiat, kui köik me mötleksime et ma vöiksin selle rahaga endale no näiteks suure tahvli Linda shokolaadi osta. Igal juhul selgus et valik oli öige, kui Linda oleks ainuke kes algselt pidi minema. Siis a) ta ei oleks olnud vötit b) ta oleks pidanud tühistama selle kohtumise, selle kusagil mujal tegema vöi veenma mind ikkagi söitma. Mis oleks kahtlemata tal önnestunud :O) Oma kohusetundest söltuvalt oleks teinud ja ma tegin seda. Vähemalt kui keegi ei oleks tulnud meie oleme oma söna pidanud. Ja meil on siis järjepidevus. Viljandit sai ju lubatud aidata ja on parem kui hoida Ivariga ja teistega regulaarset kontakti.
Linda saatis mulle materjalid mis ma pidin välja trükkima ja paljundama ja ma tänan sind palvete eest, sest mul oli selline päev, ja ma polnud ettevalmistatud et A) mul läheb umbes 60 minutit et saada kätte korraliku koopia sellest materjalist , ma olin mingi 16 minutit internetis ootamas ülekannet ja vaadata mis on tekstis mis vöttis mul kümme minutit ja siis kui ma printisin välja printis masin välja köik neliteist lehekülge, vasak külg suur jutt oli teksti totaalselt ärakustutanud. Siis ma palusin klienditeenindajal kas ta saaks uuesti korraliku kvaliteediga, kuna ma ei saanud ju kopeerida sellist poolikut teksti, önneks nöustus ta Pärast 10 minutilist möningat proovi printimist tegi printer korraliku tööd ja ma kasutasin oma järeljäänud 5 minutit printimiseks uuesti samade lehtede taha . Selleks ajaks oli kulunud mingi 45 minutit. Järgnev 25 minutit kulus mul tseki vormistamisele, see klienditeenindaja küsis kas neid tellimusi tuleb veel, ma ütlesin et jaa. Ta ütles et siis vöiks teha koondarve. Ma arvan et ta mäletab meid suvest. Ma vötsin tseki Eesti bahai koguduse nimele. Kui ma küsisin kopeerimislohajärele siis mainis ta morgan foto, ja ühe tartu maantel asuva fotokoha järel, et tule ma näitan sulle ühte kohta kus saab veel kopeerida, mis on bussijaamast 5 minuti kaugusel. Selgus et ta oli näinud mu öpilaspiletit, ja ütles et seal saab 50 sent 1lk kopeeerida kui oled öpilane, ainult tsekki nad ei taha anda. Mul oli igast lehest 5 vaja. Kokku tuli 15 lehte ja ainult 6 krooni! Ma otsustasin et ma ei vötta tsekki selle eest. No nii kuna see vöttis ka natuke aega, jöudsin ma alles 15 minutit enne 7 keskusesse, ise te peal lugedes mida mina kui tuutur pean tegema. Siis ma avastasin et meil oli vaja mingi ilus asi tuua, ma nagu ei mäletanud seda. Ma veel mötlesin et huvitav kuidas ma hakkama saan, kui ma jöudsin ukseni ja selgus-üllatus-minu vötmetest kasu ei miskit, välisuksed lukus koodlukuga, selline mis meil tallinna keskuse maja ustel. Mamma mia, mis nüüd! Pärast pisikest järelpärimist Ritalt sain ma teada et see peab olema uus ja et ma peaksin rääkima Helmiga Igori kaudu, seda ma teha ei jöudnud, kuna mind lasti siise väljatulevate laste poolt. Mul jäi mingi 5 minutit kuni Ivar tuleb, siis ma arvasin et nad ei saa ju sisse, ma pean helistama Ivarile aga numbrit pole, sain selle Lindalt. Ma kulutasin veel aeg et ma läksin alla ja tegin ukse lahti, kuigi oleks vöinud avada ukse nupust.
Ma ei saanud telefonist aru kas Ivar oli üksi vöi mitte, aga kui ma alla läksin nägin ma et lisaks Ivarile ja Jaanale oli kaasas veel üks inimene kelleks osutus Ivari söber Madis. M a sain aru et oli hea et ma tulin. Ja kuigi ma olin poolvalmis üritasin ma käima lükata vestlust ja alustada AOV-t, ise juhendis näpuga rida ajades. Ma olin pisut ärevil ka, kuidas köik välja kukub ja mida nad arvavad, mis mulje see jätab jne. Ikkagi see ole mingi nohu kui sa ei tegele inimeste tutoriseerimisega pidevalt. Ma huvitusin Madisest, küsisin kuidas neil läheb jne. Siis ma lasin igalühel rääkida ilusast asjast vöi kogemusest. See oli ju seal kirjas ja mina kui pedant arvasin et seda teengi.
Ivar näitas oma ilusat Vaimse Päevakeskuse t-särki, Jaana ütles et leer oli ilus kogemus, Madis rääkis oma mimevärvilisest vanamema kootud kampsunist. Mille peale mina ütlesin et bahaid näevad ühtsust just erinevustes. Mis oli just sissejuhatus armastuse ja ilu teemale, selle tunni teemale. Siis ma rääkisin Baha’u’llast on Önnistatud Ilu ja Iidne Ilu ja et Ilu vöib päästa maailma(Dostojevski) Mul jäi vahest puudu ladususest, ma arvan et ma pean rohkem harjutama, kui ma püüdsin edasi minna rääkides Bahaullah ja Abdul Baha kohta ja ma voibolla lasin teemadel natuke laiali valguda vestlustes.ma keskendusin vahest liigselt juhendisse. Teemade juures
Püüdsin ümbersönastada neid küsimusi mis puudutas erinevusi ja ilu, armastust. Peab tunnistama et kella küll täpselt ei jälginud ja küünlaid ei kasutanud, muusikat pisut. Kogu asi kestis 2 ja pool tundi. Me rääkisime köikvöimalikest asjadest. Kuidas armastada ebameeldivaid käituvaid inimesi, Hitlerist, erinevusest kui ebameeldivast kogemusest, kui möned inimesed ahistavad puuetega ja neist erinevaid inimesi. Erinevuste ilust, erinevuste mittelugemisest, näha inimest tervikuna need on möned nöited sellest öhtust. Me rääkime köik mis vöis vähegi piirneda nende teemadega
Jätkuvast ilmutusest, palvetest, miks peetakse usklikke kiiksuga inimesteks, mida teha, kui keegi ei suhtu hästi sinusse nii nagu sa oled, kas bahaid vöivad kirikus käia, liikmessolek kirikus, mida tähendab et bahaid tunnistavad köike religioone ja religioon on ühtne, Jeesus Kristusest, Esimesest ja teisest tulemisest. Sümbolitest piiblis, tööst, Arnold Oksmaast, Uusapostellikust kirikust(Madis on ka seal) ja siis armastusest ja selle rakendamisest . Pulmadest ja bahai abielunöuetest rääkisime ka.
Löpuharjutuse ma palusin et nad teeksid ära ka.Muuseas Ivar tuli mulle appi rääkimises ja me rääkisime nende valmiolekust saada bahaiks, nad ütlesid et neil vötab see aega, kuig nad ütlesid et neile meeldib. Jaana ütles et tal hakkab bahai tunne juba tekkima. Meie ütlesime iga inimene omal ajal, et iga inimene on
bahai kui ta on valmis olema bahai.Hiljem vaatame mis teha kui nad tahavad deklareerida. Minu järeldused: Meil tuleb kindlasti jätkata seda kursust, Ruhi on päris vöimalik variant pärast seda. Neil on köigil kolmel kokkupuude olnud religioose maailmavaatega. Kuigi ma sain teada et köik 7 Ivari kontakti on samast ringkonnast nagu ta ise, täehendab see vaid seda et se on perfektne vöimalus näidata ülest armastust, nad on puudega aga möistuse juures. Ma arvan et Jaana ei ole nii iseseisvusetu, ta on pigem kartlik ja ebakindel. Mingis möttes leidsime me ühiseid jooni. Seekord ta sai olla, ja ma veel küsisin et kuidas lood on. Ta ütles et tema ema teab.
Pärast me läksime jalutama, nemad koju ja mina kaasa natukeseks linnas köndida
Ma sain magnetvötme majast ukse jaoks ka, nii et ma sain minna. Muuseas siin oli selline udu pargis ja tähed särasid, et kahju et te ei saanud tulla, ainuke miinus oli möningad napsitanud noored, kes pildusid kommentaare Madise ja Ivari pihta., mitte just koige taktitundelisemaid. Aga me ei teinud neist välja.
Järgmine kord toimub 25ndal kell 2. Mis veel, ma arvan et kui teil küsimusi on küsige aga. Löppkokkuvötteks oli see vajalik kogemus ja märk sellest et ehk ma peaksin vahest mina tuutor olla, siis ma ei ole nii ähmis. Nüüd on mul vähemalt osa materjalist olemas, kui mul oleks terve siis ei peaks jamama printimisega, juhul kui ainult mina saan tulla. Siis on ainult kopeerimise vaev ja see oleks olnud väike summa
PS! Meil on nüüd 5 bahaist kokka Pärnus! Ja 2 neist töötavad Paradiisis! On sihuke
söögikoht. Viimasel 19 PP Pärnus rääkisime et me saaksime kasutada ruume seal, nii et kuulutusele vöiks panna palvekoosolek paradiisis! Mul on silmapiiril vöimalus et ma saan töö, vöimalik et paradiisis, midagi kindlat veel pole aga üks bahaist kokk kes töötab Helmiga lubas küsida kas on vöimalik et nad vajavad lisa jöude.
aprill 13, 2008
jaanuar 18, 2008
Klass
Nägin Klassi löpuks,kahjuks küll mitte algust aga tundus olevat suhteliselt realistlik. Sihuke tunne oli et see klass on minimudel mingist de facto totalitarsest diktaatorlikust yhiskonnast. Et tegelik vöim ei ole mitte kool ja öpetajad, mis on see ametlik vöim, mis kyll määrab osi asju, vaid tegelik vöim tegutseb eakaaslaste tasndil Antud filmis oli tegemist mtte pelgalt yhe inimese vöimuga, sest filmis selgub et Anders opereeris ka "tänu" sellele et arvatavasti osalt teatava sümpaatia, poolehoiu aga kes teab äkki ka hirmu ja apaatia töttu vöi siis soovist kuuluda klassi klubisse, tekkis klassis olukord kus Anders sai teha seda mida ta tahtis sest teised läksid sellega kaasa ksas omatahtsi voi mitte. Kuni yks peategelastest otsustas vastu astuda. Mis muidugi ei muutnud olukorda kergemaks, aga keegi pidi tegema seda. See tagakiusamine meenutas mulle neid nõukaaja riigi ja revolutsioonivaenlaste yle peetud kohtuprotsesse, kus isegi oma partei ridadesse kuid mingil pohjusel ebasoovitavateks isikuteks osutunud Bise ennast.
Meil kõigil on oma Klass, mul ka, mitte nii valusa lõpuga aga ikkagi on....
ja see on mind mõjutanud omajagu arvan ma.
Meil kõigil on oma Klass, mul ka, mitte nii valusa lõpuga aga ikkagi on....
ja see on mind mõjutanud omajagu arvan ma.
Mis vahepeal on juhtunud/ What has happened meantime
Beebipalavik
22.09.07- Angeelika :), nime sai ta hiljem ( kinnitatud 15.okt) muutis täielikult meie pere kooseisu :) ja minu ja mu tydruksöbra elu :) Jah olen issi :D need kellele se tuleb yllatusena, sest neid inimesi vist ikka on.Need kes tunnevad ennast ära kirjutage mulle ja räägin miks ja kuidas. Kuigi tean et info on levinud, Linn on väike :) ja mind on nähtud. Mina ja mu elukaaslane( ilus söna eesti keeles) oleme beebivaimustuses :) Sest ta on Lihtsalt armas :D Ja ta kasvab jöudsalt :) Sai sünnitunnistuse ja lusika ka :) Angeelika on heledam kui ma ja paistab et rohkem emasse kuigi, on näha ka minu ja teiste pereliikmete näojooni. Tal on ema silmade värvi silmad :) Algul paistis selline tösisem aga nüüd naeratab rohkem.:D Käib paar nädalat juba beebikoolis.
Babyfever
22.09.07-Angeelika :)( she got her name later on 15th of Oct confirmed) changed totally makeup of our family :) and lives of me and my girlfriend :) Yeah, iam daddy :D To those who this comes as suprise, cause i guess thereare still people like that. Those who recognise yourself, write to me and ill tell you how and why's. Although i know that this info has been spread, Cause the town is small, and ive been seen :) me and my life's companion are in babyfever :) Cause she is Simply cute :) and she is growing steadily. She have gotten birth sertificate and spoon as well :) Angeelika is lighter in skincoulour than me and seems she more like her mom, although there are features in face that remind mine or other family members facelines: she has eyes same colour as her moms :) At beginning she seemed more serious, but now she smiles more :D She goes to babyschool already second week.
22.09.07- Angeelika :), nime sai ta hiljem ( kinnitatud 15.okt) muutis täielikult meie pere kooseisu :) ja minu ja mu tydruksöbra elu :) Jah olen issi :D need kellele se tuleb yllatusena, sest neid inimesi vist ikka on.Need kes tunnevad ennast ära kirjutage mulle ja räägin miks ja kuidas. Kuigi tean et info on levinud, Linn on väike :) ja mind on nähtud. Mina ja mu elukaaslane( ilus söna eesti keeles) oleme beebivaimustuses :) Sest ta on Lihtsalt armas :D Ja ta kasvab jöudsalt :) Sai sünnitunnistuse ja lusika ka :) Angeelika on heledam kui ma ja paistab et rohkem emasse kuigi, on näha ka minu ja teiste pereliikmete näojooni. Tal on ema silmade värvi silmad :) Algul paistis selline tösisem aga nüüd naeratab rohkem.:D Käib paar nädalat juba beebikoolis.
Babyfever
22.09.07-Angeelika :)( she got her name later on 15th of Oct confirmed) changed totally makeup of our family :) and lives of me and my girlfriend :) Yeah, iam daddy :D To those who this comes as suprise, cause i guess thereare still people like that. Those who recognise yourself, write to me and ill tell you how and why's. Although i know that this info has been spread, Cause the town is small, and ive been seen :) me and my life's companion are in babyfever :) Cause she is Simply cute :) and she is growing steadily. She have gotten birth sertificate and spoon as well :) Angeelika is lighter in skincoulour than me and seems she more like her mom, although there are features in face that remind mine or other family members facelines: she has eyes same colour as her moms :) At beginning she seemed more serious, but now she smiles more :D She goes to babyschool already second week.
oktoober 03, 2007
august 02, 2007
Russia Claims the North Pole
http://www.time.com/time/world/article/0,8599,1642905,00.html
"President Vladimir Putin has long promised to restore Russian greatness and build an "energy empire." But until now, his empire-building had been confined to taking control of corporations operating on his turf, buying into businesses abroad, and blackmailing former Soviet Republics who dared vote against Moscow-backed candidates, moved to join NATO or acted in otherwise uppity ways. But Putin's imperial ambitions have recently added an element of classic 19th century-style territorial expansion: Late last month, Moscow signaled its intentions to annex the entire North Pole, an area twice the size of France with Belgium and Switzerland thrown in — except all of it under water.
"President Vladimir Putin has long promised to restore Russian greatness and build an "energy empire." But until now, his empire-building had been confined to taking control of corporations operating on his turf, buying into businesses abroad, and blackmailing former Soviet Republics who dared vote against Moscow-backed candidates, moved to join NATO or acted in otherwise uppity ways. But Putin's imperial ambitions have recently added an element of classic 19th century-style territorial expansion: Late last month, Moscow signaled its intentions to annex the entire North Pole, an area twice the size of France with Belgium and Switzerland thrown in — except all of it under water.
The ice-frozen North Pole is currently a no man's land supervised by a U.N. Commission. The five Polar countries — Russia, the U.S., Canada, Norway and Denmark — each control only a 200-mile economic zone along their coasts. And none of these economic zones reach the North Pole. Under the current U.N. Maritime convention, one country's zone can be extended only if it can prove that the continental shelf into which it wishes to expand is a natural extension of its own territory, by showing that it shares a similar geological structure.
So, the Russians claimed a great scientific discovery late last month. An expedition of 50 scientists that spent 45 days aboard the Rossia nuclear ice-breaker found that an underwater ridge (the Lomonosov ridge) directly links Russia's Arctic coast to the North Pole. This, they insist, surely guarantees Russia's rights over a vast Polar territory that also happens to contain some 10 billion tons of oil and natural gas deposits. more at the link below
http://www.time.com/time/world/article/0,8599,1642905,00.html
heh this is good one
http://www.reuters.com/article/oddlyEnoughNews/idUSN3124768020070801
If you cant trust kidnappers who can you trust
Wed Aug 1, 2007 3:06PM EDT
BOGOTA (Reuters) - Colombian mobile telephone users are being duped by criminals who pose as phone operators and instruct them to turn off their handsets just long enough to demand ransom from their families.
Because: their telephones have been cloned heh
If you cant trust kidnappers who can you trust
Wed Aug 1, 2007 3:06PM EDT
BOGOTA (Reuters) - Colombian mobile telephone users are being duped by criminals who pose as phone operators and instruct them to turn off their handsets just long enough to demand ransom from their families.
Because: their telephones have been cloned heh
lottery story
LONDON (Reuters) - A lottery winner doubled his share of the jackpot to nearly 1 million pounds after he mistakenly bought two lucky tickets for the same draw, organizers Camelot said Wednesday.
http://www.reuters.com/article/oddlyEnoughNews/idUSL0181922120070801?feedType=RSSi bought lottery too fo yesterday, but not as lucky as chap above................
YET :) i may have won something, some numbers matched though, not the millons of course. but better sparrow in the hand, than pigeon on the roof. ehh actually i would want to catch eagle LOL hehehe
Yo, Blair
Yo, Blair. How are you doing?
--George w. Bush
St. Petersburg, Russia
06/16/2006
to Tony Blair at the G8 summit
--George w. Bush
St. Petersburg, Russia
06/16/2006
to Tony Blair at the G8 summit
juuli 20, 2007
Friday 20th pst
I'm a follower of American politics.
--George w. Bush
Crawford, TX
08/08/2003
Here i am again my dear blog. today is friday the 20th, last week was 13th :D i am not supersticious. there was odd case last friday one estonian model died in Milano. Supposedly she was looking at the map while not noticing that her heels of shoes got stuck in streetcar/tram tracks, so she fell and hit her against streetcar. Article mentioned that she didnt like streetcars/trams. i looked at the photo and streetcar of Milan looks like electric train, unlike trams we use here, well at least in Tallinn
see : http://www.sloleht.ee/index.aspx?id=238494&rss=1
its in estonian, true there is no tram picture there
what else summer is here and life is still full of contradictions and other stuff
--George w. Bush
Crawford, TX
08/08/2003
Here i am again my dear blog. today is friday the 20th, last week was 13th :D i am not supersticious. there was odd case last friday one estonian model died in Milano. Supposedly she was looking at the map while not noticing that her heels of shoes got stuck in streetcar/tram tracks, so she fell and hit her against streetcar. Article mentioned that she didnt like streetcars/trams. i looked at the photo and streetcar of Milan looks like electric train, unlike trams we use here, well at least in Tallinn
see : http://www.sloleht.ee/index.aspx?id=238494&rss=1
its in estonian, true there is no tram picture there
what else summer is here and life is still full of contradictions and other stuff
juuni 13, 2007
Russia, Beware: Estonia Chooses A National Fish
this is odd article hehe
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Russia, Beware: Estonia Chooses A National Fish
By Christopher Rhoads
Word Count: 1,187
TALLINN, Estonia -- Since this seafaring Baltic nation achieved independence in 1991 from its far larger Russian neighbor, Estonia has tried to forge a post-Soviet national identity. That effort became more urgent recently in the face of renewed threats from Moscow, including riots in the capital here led by Kremlin supporters.
A key part of the strategy: Baltic herring.
Following an emotional debate, online poll, charges of voter fraud and parliamentary debate, Estonia, which is about half the size of Maine, several months ago officially selected the small, oily animal as its national fish.
"Food has a political dimension," explains ...
more at http://online.wsj.com/article/SB118169987356633447.html?mod=googlenews_wsj
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Russia, Beware: Estonia Chooses A National Fish
By Christopher Rhoads
Word Count: 1,187
TALLINN, Estonia -- Since this seafaring Baltic nation achieved independence in 1991 from its far larger Russian neighbor, Estonia has tried to forge a post-Soviet national identity. That effort became more urgent recently in the face of renewed threats from Moscow, including riots in the capital here led by Kremlin supporters.
A key part of the strategy: Baltic herring.
Following an emotional debate, online poll, charges of voter fraud and parliamentary debate, Estonia, which is about half the size of Maine, several months ago officially selected the small, oily animal as its national fish.
"Food has a political dimension," explains ...
more at http://online.wsj.com/article/SB118169987356633447.html?mod=googlenews_wsj
juuni 07, 2007
england won 3-0 over estonia
too sad cause we had good game building. But beckaham and the gang were better
and town is still intact hehe
and town is still intact hehe
crazy politics
Putin says: Azerbaijan is better place for missile site, use our and azeri radar station. they ok with that.
Bush: Russia is not the threat.
good god
this is funny
Bush: Russia is not the threat.
good god
this is funny
Im Lucky oh so lucky
I nearly had work accident yesterday. man, i lost focus for a second and metal brush disk cleaner, that i used, ate into my looong baggy t-shirt, wrapped part of it around disk of working gadget. not only that, it started to smoke so that engine died finally, but for a second i thought it either cuts into my tummy or my t-shirt will turn into blaizer, catch the fire. luckily there was one more person nearby to plug out the terror. I am lucky to be alive, unhurt. There is saying in estonian Õnnesärgis syndinud, born in lucky shirt. well i was yesterday there in lucky thirt. phew. i had to throw away the shirt cause i had rip it apart to escape from strangle of death. :) hope that doesnt mean end of luck hehe
mai 23, 2007
Have the muscovites really changed?
I am reading now Bulgakov's Master and Margarita as an inspiration after ETV started to show TV- series made based on this book. It talkes how Devil-character named Woland comes in form of forigner to Moscow on 1920s or 30ies, visibly poking fun also on Soviet reality. Book also narrates the story of the Master ( writer) and his lover, Margarita, who supports Master in his publishing of book about Pilate. Its a bit different story about Pontius Pilate meeting Yeshua( Jesus ) and of Bible. One can also see that Bulgakov spoke through mouth of Yeshua to Pilate ie power establishment. When Yeshua was questioned about what he said of Ceasar to Judas? he said that any kind of power is violence agaist the people and that time will come kingdom of truth shall arrive. i caught myself thinking: Wow, he was really brave :) cause it also meant Soviet regime :D
In the another scene, where Woland acts as a magican (Trikimees ;) with help of big cat Behemot and Korovyev to do the black-magic show in Variete theatre. Before the show starts, Woland asks to for a chair, sits :) and asks while looking at audience( his show :D), has the people of city really changed? Now that thing was in TV-show, but i am reading old Master and Margarita, where the question is missing. thinking pause. Later on devilous threesome test audience by giving them money and an opportunity to change their own clothes for luxury clothes and apparel from West that carried trade marks like Chanel etc. Thinking pause. And they go for it, hesitating first but do it. But fleeting are riches, and beacuse they are of magic they dissapear, leaving people with blank notes of papers or labels of drinks and clothes vanish from women, thus leaving them under shame and mokery of people.
There are more satire on Soviet reality, like how important were ID's and proofs( well like most of societes they are). There is scene where neighbour of Margarita, who ends up in Devil's ball as well asks proof about his absence from home to militia and
wife and he gets one hehe, that he was at satan's ball. LOL
But coming back to this day, looking at this case that happened at the night when
bronze soldier was moved away, riots turned into looting and stealing that night and next, me watching that, asking myself this Wolands question. Has the muscovites really changed? oh and its general question too. has the people really changed? although it applies those russian-speaking or any other looters as well in narrow sense, russian federations present political regime's behaviour in wider sense, it mosly applies to human nature.
Cauze if you read propaganda and are aware what really happened here you see difference. USSR "lives" in many peoples lives on and on and current RF goverment makes "best" use of it to govern its people, who know only some truth what this all fuss is about. though people obviously see history differently. italso happens day to day basis to all people, we are people with differernt perspectives. still ....
it is quite refreshing to read Bulgakov at times when propaganda flies high :)
In the another scene, where Woland acts as a magican (Trikimees ;) with help of big cat Behemot and Korovyev to do the black-magic show in Variete theatre. Before the show starts, Woland asks to for a chair, sits :) and asks while looking at audience( his show :D), has the people of city really changed? Now that thing was in TV-show, but i am reading old Master and Margarita, where the question is missing. thinking pause. Later on devilous threesome test audience by giving them money and an opportunity to change their own clothes for luxury clothes and apparel from West that carried trade marks like Chanel etc. Thinking pause. And they go for it, hesitating first but do it. But fleeting are riches, and beacuse they are of magic they dissapear, leaving people with blank notes of papers or labels of drinks and clothes vanish from women, thus leaving them under shame and mokery of people.
There are more satire on Soviet reality, like how important were ID's and proofs( well like most of societes they are). There is scene where neighbour of Margarita, who ends up in Devil's ball as well asks proof about his absence from home to militia and
wife and he gets one hehe, that he was at satan's ball. LOL
But coming back to this day, looking at this case that happened at the night when
bronze soldier was moved away, riots turned into looting and stealing that night and next, me watching that, asking myself this Wolands question. Has the muscovites really changed? oh and its general question too. has the people really changed? although it applies those russian-speaking or any other looters as well in narrow sense, russian federations present political regime's behaviour in wider sense, it mosly applies to human nature.
Cauze if you read propaganda and are aware what really happened here you see difference. USSR "lives" in many peoples lives on and on and current RF goverment makes "best" use of it to govern its people, who know only some truth what this all fuss is about. though people obviously see history differently. italso happens day to day basis to all people, we are people with differernt perspectives. still ....
it is quite refreshing to read Bulgakov at times when propaganda flies high :)
bushisms
What I think the president ought to do [when gas prices spike] is he ought to get on the phone with the OPEC cartel and say we expect you to open your spigots.
--George w. Bush
Manchester, NH
01/26/2006
in a Republican Primary debate
In this job you've got a lot on your plate on a regular basis; you don't have much time to sit around and wander, lonely, in the Oval Office, kind of asking different portraits, 'How do you think my standing will be?'
--George w. Bush
Washington, DC
03/16/2005
It's a time of sorrow and sadness when we lose a loss of life.
--George w. Bush
Washington, DC
12/21/2004
--George w. Bush
Manchester, NH
01/26/2006
in a Republican Primary debate
In this job you've got a lot on your plate on a regular basis; you don't have much time to sit around and wander, lonely, in the Oval Office, kind of asking different portraits, 'How do you think my standing will be?'
--George w. Bush
Washington, DC
03/16/2005
It's a time of sorrow and sadness when we lose a loss of life.
--George w. Bush
Washington, DC
12/21/2004
mai 15, 2007
Phantom menace ;)
When I was coming up, it was a dangerous world, and you knew exactly who they were. It was us versus them, and it was clear who them was. Today we are not so sure who the they are, but we know they're there.
--George w. Bush
Iowa Western Community College
01/21/2000
You Go, George LOL ;)
--George w. Bush
Iowa Western Community College
01/21/2000
You Go, George LOL ;)
märts 21, 2007
Nice one ;)
There's an old saying in Tennessee--I know it's in Texas, probably in Tennessee--that says, fool me once, shame on--shame on you. Fool me--you can't get fooled again.
--George w. Bush
Nashville, TN
09/17/2002
Speaking at the East Literature Magnet School
--George w. Bush
Nashville, TN
09/17/2002
Speaking at the East Literature Magnet School
veebruar 15, 2007
How i looked for my socks
funny thing happened to me once... iwas looking for one sock that I had put on top of other one in absentmindeness...so that made me laugh that it asnt mice after all but me who "Hide!sock hehehe
Happy V-day
Happy friends day or happy valentines, i know it was yesterday
BUT here you go :)
Friends and folks,
What makes person to be a friend?
For YOU?
Dont You think how easily sometimes we lower value it, using it maybe too easily? I know there can be many meanings given to the word and meanings may alter with course of history.
and what do you consider when u change your mind or have to change your mind about somebody to be a friend or not longer be a friend.
meaning where you draw an imaginary line where being aquinted ends and friendshp starts or vice versa?
I know i am one day late, but as usually happens to me when i start to write email out of blue on some question i ran out of my libary net usage time hehe.....
Happy Valentines day or Friends day, and remember- keep your friends close :) and your enemies even closer hehehe :D( last one if ya want to rule LOL the people)
Wil you be mine friend if i change my ways,
will you be mine friend on darker days
will you be my friend no matter what
friends need to know that
or "Et Tu, BruT"
Sõbrad ja rahvas,
Mis teeb inimesest sõbra?
Sinu arvates?
Kas te ei arva kui kergesti seda kasutades vähendame selle sõna väärtust? Tean et sõnale võib omistada mitmeid tähendusi ja et tähendused võivad ajaloo kestel teiseneda.
ning mida te peate silmas kui te muudate oma meelt või olete sunnitud muutma meelt keda pidada sõbraks ja keda enam mitte sõbraks pidada.
see tähendab kust alates te tõmbate mõttelise joone kus tuttavaks olemine lõpeb ja sõprus algab või vastupidi?
Head Valentini või Sõbra päeva, ning pidage meeles-hoidke oma sõpru lähedal :) ja oma vaenlasi veelgi ligemal :D
( seda viimast kui te soovite valitseda inimeste üle LOL :)
BUT here you go :)
Friends and folks,
What makes person to be a friend?
For YOU?
Dont You think how easily sometimes we lower value it, using it maybe too easily? I know there can be many meanings given to the word and meanings may alter with course of history.
and what do you consider when u change your mind or have to change your mind about somebody to be a friend or not longer be a friend.
meaning where you draw an imaginary line where being aquinted ends and friendshp starts or vice versa?
I know i am one day late, but as usually happens to me when i start to write email out of blue on some question i ran out of my libary net usage time hehe.....
Happy Valentines day or Friends day, and remember- keep your friends close :) and your enemies even closer hehehe :D( last one if ya want to rule LOL the people)
Wil you be mine friend if i change my ways,
will you be mine friend on darker days
will you be my friend no matter what
friends need to know that
or "Et Tu, BruT"
Sõbrad ja rahvas,
Mis teeb inimesest sõbra?
Sinu arvates?
Kas te ei arva kui kergesti seda kasutades vähendame selle sõna väärtust? Tean et sõnale võib omistada mitmeid tähendusi ja et tähendused võivad ajaloo kestel teiseneda.
ning mida te peate silmas kui te muudate oma meelt või olete sunnitud muutma meelt keda pidada sõbraks ja keda enam mitte sõbraks pidada.
see tähendab kust alates te tõmbate mõttelise joone kus tuttavaks olemine lõpeb ja sõprus algab või vastupidi?
Head Valentini või Sõbra päeva, ning pidage meeles-hoidke oma sõpru lähedal :) ja oma vaenlasi veelgi ligemal :D
( seda viimast kui te soovite valitseda inimeste üle LOL :)
Another on on UN :D and on war of terror
I need to be able to move the right people to the right place at the right time to protect you, and I'm not going to accept a lousy bill out of the United Nations Senate.
--George w. Bush
South Bend, IN
10/31/2002
--George w. Bush
South Bend, IN
10/31/2002
We should all do THIS :D
My job is to, like, think beyond the immediate.
--George w. Bush
Washington, DC
04/21/2004
--George w. Bush
Washington, DC
04/21/2004
veebruar 03, 2007
Comments on docs
I saw two docs, one was about how one journalist with Uzbek background now working in UK, mAde an experiment about whteher its possible to travel in europe with stolen or fake passports of EU memberstates, which she is able to get ie Buy. which movie showed she DID! She Used latvian and estonian passport to get To UK, with NOOOOO Problem! makes you wander, she came to uK on Eurostar, which i ubnderstood should have good sec measures, but as movie showed if ya are comfident and carry well made fake and ESTONIAN passport, then bobs your uncle. loong time ago my passort got stolen as well, so i wonder what was this used for. so even if it was blacklisted,
it can be used, but then back in 97 we werent in EU either.
but still, i remeber how they praised Estonian passport, "this uu can travel with" makes u wander, now we use more secured passports but still makes u wander, nothing seems safe in this world
oh and then there was movie about one woman helping out kids who were born into brothel in India because of moms being prostitutes. they showed how she was trying to involve the in photography and schools, they were usually not admitted because of they parents criminal backrground, which is really an injustice, case whats kids fault in this!Oh and i remeber that they showed on boys father smoking haSHISH, lighting it with a match, and matchbox cover was-Lotus Temple :D whata irony!
it can be used, but then back in 97 we werent in EU either.
but still, i remeber how they praised Estonian passport, "this uu can travel with" makes u wander, now we use more secured passports but still makes u wander, nothing seems safe in this world
oh and then there was movie about one woman helping out kids who were born into brothel in India because of moms being prostitutes. they showed how she was trying to involve the in photography and schools, they were usually not admitted because of they parents criminal backrground, which is really an injustice, case whats kids fault in this!Oh and i remeber that they showed on boys father smoking haSHISH, lighting it with a match, and matchbox cover was-Lotus Temple :D whata irony!
More quotes from George W
"I own a timber company? That's news to me. Need some wood?" George W Bush
St. Louis MO
10/08/2004
Second presidental debate
The best way to find these terrorists who hide in holes is to get people coming forth to describe the location of the hole, is to give clues and data.
--George w. Bush
Washington, DC
12/15/2003
Second presidental debate
St. Louis MO
10/08/2004
Second presidental debate
The best way to find these terrorists who hide in holes is to get people coming forth to describe the location of the hole, is to give clues and data.
--George w. Bush
Washington, DC
12/15/2003
Second presidental debate
jaanuar 31, 2007
Yes to the winter, life, Da Vinci code
Winter has finally arrived meanwhile :) Quite a different story now :) I like it :)
its cold, but there are means to ceep safe and warm :D
Working as usual :)
well...
I can say my life is rich of different experiences, both good and bad(they can help too) :)
and i am really happy with that. I maybe wish to be a professor or writer of grand scope, but i must say my life hasnt been less fascinating than other peoples life.
Sometimes i feel i should write a book, but then there is part of me, that thinks just to scribble now here on bloggger or on paper. And write when i have more experiences to larger public. Still way to go with mystery called life :) Though i am on my way ;)
Iam happy in little moments, even if i might be sceptical about whats going around in public sphere.
I am happy with myself little more, even though i have mistakes and darker side.
Ehhh, I accept my darker side to be part of me, if i change then i do, if dont then not. And Kadri, im happy that i have met her, even if that choice also brings minuses that Kadri cannot control :)
Of course there are areas that needs improvment and that im not happy with, but we shall see how they work out.
There will be lots of new i forsee for this year. Does new year start again in september, for me changes have happened on 7th month of year. We'll see!
I read Da Vinci code :D And it was a yessssss book. i think it was written fascinantly, leaving something always in the air. Check it out for yourselves, cause i guess its a matter of taste whether you'll like that book
its cold, but there are means to ceep safe and warm :D
Working as usual :)
well...
I can say my life is rich of different experiences, both good and bad(they can help too) :)
and i am really happy with that. I maybe wish to be a professor or writer of grand scope, but i must say my life hasnt been less fascinating than other peoples life.
Sometimes i feel i should write a book, but then there is part of me, that thinks just to scribble now here on bloggger or on paper. And write when i have more experiences to larger public. Still way to go with mystery called life :) Though i am on my way ;)
Iam happy in little moments, even if i might be sceptical about whats going around in public sphere.
I am happy with myself little more, even though i have mistakes and darker side.
Ehhh, I accept my darker side to be part of me, if i change then i do, if dont then not. And Kadri, im happy that i have met her, even if that choice also brings minuses that Kadri cannot control :)
Of course there are areas that needs improvment and that im not happy with, but we shall see how they work out.
There will be lots of new i forsee for this year. Does new year start again in september, for me changes have happened on 7th month of year. We'll see!
I read Da Vinci code :D And it was a yessssss book. i think it was written fascinantly, leaving something always in the air. Check it out for yourselves, cause i guess its a matter of taste whether you'll like that book
Weekly Bushism
I've been talking to Vicente Fox, the new president of Mexico... I know him... to have gas and oil sent to U.S. so we'll not depend on foreign oil...
--George w. Bush
10/03/2000
From the first Presidential debate
--George w. Bush
10/03/2000
From the first Presidential debate
jaanuar 11, 2007
Storm and snow
http://www.parnupostimees.ee/110107/gfx/588645a52e5f3c622.jpg
http://www.parnupostimees.ee/110107/esileht/10070814.php
There was heavy wind yesterday morning and eve before that(10th and 9th), another storm was closing in, meteorologists said first that water will rise to near critical level, but unlike storm of 9th of january two years ago( but coincedentally at same date :), it was smaller in scale. Casualties: one lamppost, tractor capsized in Vana-Pärnu beach's water, branches of trees and power outage in about 265 housholds. water rose 132 cm above Kronstad zerolevel, covering the mainly beach areas of pärnu, the sand part, not the streets
OH and there is no snow in pärnu yet, though metorologist say weather will be bit colder tonight, i heard that there is possiblity of snow and water coming but well see
http://www.parnupostimees.ee/110107/esileht/10070814.php
There was heavy wind yesterday morning and eve before that(10th and 9th), another storm was closing in, meteorologists said first that water will rise to near critical level, but unlike storm of 9th of january two years ago( but coincedentally at same date :), it was smaller in scale. Casualties: one lamppost, tractor capsized in Vana-Pärnu beach's water, branches of trees and power outage in about 265 housholds. water rose 132 cm above Kronstad zerolevel, covering the mainly beach areas of pärnu, the sand part, not the streets
OH and there is no snow in pärnu yet, though metorologist say weather will be bit colder tonight, i heard that there is possiblity of snow and water coming but well see
Quotes of Day
Bushisim of the day
My trip to Asia begins here in Japan for an important reason. It begins here because for a century and a half now, America and Japan have formed one of the great and enduring alliances of modern times. From that alliance has come an era of peace in the Pacific.
--George w. Bush
Tokyo
02/18/2002
someone apparently forgot about a little something called World War II
We do what we must, and call it by the best names. Ralph Waldo Emerson
My trip to Asia begins here in Japan for an important reason. It begins here because for a century and a half now, America and Japan have formed one of the great and enduring alliances of modern times. From that alliance has come an era of peace in the Pacific.
--George w. Bush
Tokyo
02/18/2002
someone apparently forgot about a little something called World War II
We do what we must, and call it by the best names. Ralph Waldo Emerson
jaanuar 05, 2007
New Year
Happy new year, world :)
well
it has come with a bangs of fireworks, was bit rainy, but saw the fireworks from home :)
though it was foggy a bit, just me tv, some family and of course Kadri :) didnt eat much, well expet xmas. two meals, father brought guest, his work colleague from algeria times, amir. he was nice. some how all family and amir fit into the house, house not big at all. oh and it snowed on 31st for hour or so, but of course snow didnt stay. so no snow, i demand snow now!
got lots of new pics bu no comp to load them, one day i will.
my bro and sis came to xmas as well to home.
And then AAstahitt 2006 experience, winning is good :) better than tv.
so long for now
well
it has come with a bangs of fireworks, was bit rainy, but saw the fireworks from home :)
though it was foggy a bit, just me tv, some family and of course Kadri :) didnt eat much, well expet xmas. two meals, father brought guest, his work colleague from algeria times, amir. he was nice. some how all family and amir fit into the house, house not big at all. oh and it snowed on 31st for hour or so, but of course snow didnt stay. so no snow, i demand snow now!
got lots of new pics bu no comp to load them, one day i will.
my bro and sis came to xmas as well to home.
And then AAstahitt 2006 experience, winning is good :) better than tv.
so long for now
detsember 21, 2006
detsember 20, 2006
yesterdays snow is todays water :)
ahhh looks like santa( if he exists hehe) has to use car or helicopter(like the one in news in brazil did) to visit Pärnu, cause it seems so far that no snow is coming for xmas, but well wait and see.
yesterday it had little snow, which changed to rain last night, so there was water again.
I Demand snow :) NOW
what else is new?
Working, but looks like get some free days
spending time with my lovely Kadri
One thing needs to be said, to me pride of own nation is ok, but i dont sign unto hate to all that is foreign, just I dislike negative actions of people, and not any race color or creed. sadly there are people who think that in order to preserve purity of nation, some need to be scared away( skins for example use intimidation and assault ESP OF OTHER COLOR.I Dont beleive there will be coming lots of blacks or asians in near future to estonia To use violence is stupid, it might have effect, but its against that persons right (like anybodys elses) to be, visit or to live in estonia, granted that this done legally and society benefits from them, rather than being just an reciever all the time.
I am tired to see russian politcs playing that oh there is nazi rise here record, but heh its old tune
this how they work, "frgetting" that they have skins as well own farright politicial oragnizations there in Russia. I guess its interests of their nation to play games with any neighours
yesterday it had little snow, which changed to rain last night, so there was water again.
I Demand snow :) NOW
what else is new?
Working, but looks like get some free days
spending time with my lovely Kadri
One thing needs to be said, to me pride of own nation is ok, but i dont sign unto hate to all that is foreign, just I dislike negative actions of people, and not any race color or creed. sadly there are people who think that in order to preserve purity of nation, some need to be scared away( skins for example use intimidation and assault ESP OF OTHER COLOR.I Dont beleive there will be coming lots of blacks or asians in near future to estonia To use violence is stupid, it might have effect, but its against that persons right (like anybodys elses) to be, visit or to live in estonia, granted that this done legally and society benefits from them, rather than being just an reciever all the time.
I am tired to see russian politcs playing that oh there is nazi rise here record, but heh its old tune
this how they work, "frgetting" that they have skins as well own farright politicial oragnizations there in Russia. I guess its interests of their nation to play games with any neighours
detsember 05, 2006
biking is fun
I like biking, it gets you to place fast and it does not need other fuel than food :)
Qurrently listening to Queens Friends will be friends. i love The Queen :)
I wonder what will happen if need to change, and will friends will stay friends?
i hope they do :) But we shall see who will be friend after complete change of me?
I am listening now the smiths never had one never from album queen is dead heheh
ok enough for today :0)
Qurrently listening to Queens Friends will be friends. i love The Queen :)
I wonder what will happen if need to change, and will friends will stay friends?
i hope they do :) But we shall see who will be friend after complete change of me?
I am listening now the smiths never had one never from album queen is dead heheh
ok enough for today :0)
detsember 04, 2006
whats new
I dunno :)
Bush visit is over;
iam still working, even on 24 and 31st;
well all else is really almost the same
Bush visit is over;
iam still working, even on 24 and 31st;
well all else is really almost the same
So he said
The most important thing is for us to find Osama bin Laden. It is our number one priority and we will not rest until we find him.
--George w. Bush
Washington, DC
09/13/2001
--George w. Bush
Washington, DC
09/13/2001
november 27, 2006
Bush is here
yep, he is coming today to Estonia then to Riga, and he brings lots of security measures. Closures of trafic on certain hours and streets in Tallinn, his security people( they said that they can shoot every suspicious acting people) even requireements what to put on greeting signes, though there will be no people seeing him on streets due to measures obviously
hah its bit stupid if you ask my opinion but he is man who has lots of enemies...so no doubt why this whole thing is needed. some people wont just like it I included. Other leaders come and Its not so bad, but this makes you wonder.
hah its bit stupid if you ask my opinion but he is man who has lots of enemies...so no doubt why this whole thing is needed. some people wont just like it I included. Other leaders come and Its not so bad, but this makes you wonder.
november 10, 2006
Freddies back :)
hah, so long no post
keywords that has happened
Rumsfeld resinged
I work like crazy
Love my Kadri
Met Nab today and saw his new Skoda
Sister visited last week
igot my present-bookshops giftcard
translated a bit
did ya know that maybe London bombings ara as fake as WTC see one link
in https://secure.reopen911.org/freedvd.php
what else
more next time i am tired
keywords that has happened
Rumsfeld resinged
I work like crazy
Love my Kadri
Met Nab today and saw his new Skoda
Sister visited last week
igot my present-bookshops giftcard
translated a bit
did ya know that maybe London bombings ara as fake as WTC see one link
in https://secure.reopen911.org/freedvd.php
what else
more next time i am tired
oktoober 23, 2006
So...back again
i am Backkkk :)
We have new president :)))))))))))))) Thank God ;) I know, i know, still thank god and be driven towrds agnostic world is bit oxymoronish, but one cant fight language :) or rather habits. heheh
Anyway threee salutes for President Ilves!!! Lets see and hope that he will be a good president.
Last week British Queen visited Estonia. So i played God save The Queen in home again, Brian May is awesawe guitarrist :)
Constant confusion at workplace, i had extra shifts.
Went to see Wife begins at forty( estonian Title Linda tahab lahutada-Linda wants to divorce), a comedy play in Endla theatre. I wanted for some time to see a theatre and this play. this time for Zero cash :))))!!!!! Its about man-woman relationships.It was a british piece( Ray Cooney was one of the authors), hillarious :))))))) Kadri and me vere laughing our HEADS ;) LOL off. she got the tickets some weeks ago after she donated some of her bood, she is a donor :) since it was her birthday she got to get tickets or so. so she said. this girl is a brill
Ok now some blackmailing LOL ;) kidding
2 persons need to congratulate King Khaled at his reaching of 30.ya know who ya are :)
Rhys wrote me....one month later and Nabil called me week or two later, thanks and thanks to those who remebered :)
We have new president :)))))))))))))) Thank God ;) I know, i know, still thank god and be driven towrds agnostic world is bit oxymoronish, but one cant fight language :) or rather habits. heheh
Anyway threee salutes for President Ilves!!! Lets see and hope that he will be a good president.
Last week British Queen visited Estonia. So i played God save The Queen in home again, Brian May is awesawe guitarrist :)
Constant confusion at workplace, i had extra shifts.
Went to see Wife begins at forty( estonian Title Linda tahab lahutada-Linda wants to divorce), a comedy play in Endla theatre. I wanted for some time to see a theatre and this play. this time for Zero cash :))))!!!!! Its about man-woman relationships.It was a british piece( Ray Cooney was one of the authors), hillarious :))))))) Kadri and me vere laughing our HEADS ;) LOL off. she got the tickets some weeks ago after she donated some of her bood, she is a donor :) since it was her birthday she got to get tickets or so. so she said. this girl is a brill
Ok now some blackmailing LOL ;) kidding
2 persons need to congratulate King Khaled at his reaching of 30.ya know who ya are :)
Rhys wrote me....one month later and Nabil called me week or two later, thanks and thanks to those who remebered :)
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