oktoober 19, 2010
oktoober 08, 2010
Queen-The Show Must Go On 2x
captures from Queen video Show must go on( with a stills of the video containg other known song of the band) on youtube and in my music libary echoing......
You know life is ironic, i havent gotten almost anywhere in this 4 letter thing called L###
not when i havent done anything about it, not when i have done little and... not when i try or maybe have overdone....and not Even this song is helping much to get things clearer...i guess there is thing called bad luck :D :P ;) so ironic...
PS! Stills happened to stop at those places, i did not specifically choose the spots.otherwise you would have seen flowing video :) But even those stops can describe me and my story in many ways. and i f you wonder why Freddie, its my artistic alter ego :) lots of metaphores there :) Enjoy the show :P, though my heart is true, dont forget that :)
im suggested to forget her, to live with much easier heart- iwonder if that is possible, should i declare my feelings nothing, to move on? or how ishould go about it, is really question? i ndont i will see, perhaps the time will show...
oh and i found one skin bump 2cm wide on my left leg 10 cm away from knee... i wonder i that cancer cell...
oktoober 03, 2010
Ei saa mitte vaiki olla
Siiri Sisakil on ka yks super versioon sellest loost :)
oktoober 02, 2010
culture trips
Today Tallinn TU T
Im thinking about my life, the family, about you. I cant help i simply like you, even if its maybe or surely not meant to be. it was great to see you, even if there wasnt much of conversation. I hope that you at least liked the flowers, and didnt think oh what that guy is doing again. but then again i dont blame you if you dont like and did thought so. thing that bugs me is that im not sure of what exactly happened and didnt happen in spring. if only i could know for sure....
Pessoa
To hold all opinions,
To be sincere contradicting oneself every minute,
To annoy oneself with absolute open-mindedness,
And to love things just like God.
http://poemsoffernandopessoa.blogspot.com/
september 29, 2010
juuli 08, 2010
Unelaul kõigile, kes homme tööle lähevad
Isa tuleb töölt ta pühib jalad puhtaks porist, vaatab telekat ja läheb varsti magama
kuid see kohustus on pori tema hingel,see ei ole uni, see on minu elu, ütleb ta
ja elust pole nõnda lihtne ärgata
See on unelaul kõigile, kes homme tööle lähevad
ja näevad oma unistusi unes
Isa ostis pojal uue läpaka – ta tapab zombisid nüüd uhiuue relvaga
ja isa ütleb „Nüüd hakkama pead õppima, sest ma ei taha sinu elu kinni pappida!“
kuid poiss ei hakka üldse lolli mängima, ta läheb parem Viru keskusesse hängima
See on unelaul kõigile, kes homme kooli lähevad
ja näevad oma kohustusi unes
mõni mees peab sõitma väga suure bemmiga, ainult siis ta saab rahulikult elada
ja mõni naine peab pediküüri tegema, siis ta saab rahulikult elada
ja mõni mees peab ikka pedenalju tegema, siis ta saabki rahulikult elada
ja mõni mees peab tshikke ikka sebima ja reedel purjus peaga nalja rebima
ja mõni memm peab oma muredesse murduma, siis ta saab rahulikult elada
ja mõni taat peab tablette ikka neelama ja jumala eest , ma ei hakka teda keelama!
Mõni tüdruk peab suitsu ikka tegema, siis ta saab rahulikult elada
ja mõni naine peab teisi taga rääkima, siis ta saab rahulikult elada
ja mõni paps peab oma laste peale röökima, siis ta saab rahulikult elada
ja mõni mees peab regulaarselt surfama, siis ta saabki rahulikult elada
ja mõni mees peab tshellot ikka mängima ja mitte ainult, vaid palja ülakehaga
kuid mõni mees peab lihtsalt rahulikult elama ja siis ta saabki rahulikult elada
Ideaalsed inimesed ideaalses linnas muretsesid kodu pangalaenuga
nüüd on 30 järgmist aastat väga eriliselt hinnas ja siis nad saavad rahulikult elada
See on unelaul kõigile, kes elu võlgu elavad
ja näevad oma pangalaenu unes
See on unelaul – see on elu laul
see on ilus laul – see on valus laul
see on naljalaul – see on tõsilaul
see on sinu laul ja ka minu laul
See on unelaul kõigile , kes homme tööle lähevad
ja näevad oma unistusi ainult unes.
juuni 20, 2010
juuni 19, 2010
aprill 05, 2010
there is light that never goes out
this song speaks to me at times you know awareness of death, friendship and hope and being on own in this world. Nab introduced me to The Smiths and my link with that song would be with Nabster, whatever the future will bring. Ilove this chorus...depressing and happy at same time...
thanks for posting this, Brittster :)
aprill 03, 2010
Rein Veidemann: NO99 Hamleti dilemma - Arvamus - Postimees.ee
See on kahe teatri, otsesõnalisusse, lava ja saali piire tühistava NO99 ning oma mängudest pöördesse sattunud Eesti poliitilise establishment’i kahevõi(s)tlus. Hamlet silmitsi Claudiusega.
märts 23, 2010
"Pearl" of Chainletters
Another Rumor BUSTED...Death of one the Danish Cartoonists SO NOT TRUE...this is what i got today in my mailbox
Can you believe i got this CHAINLETTER in my mailbox today, somehow this topic pops up every now and then????
...anyone with better arabic skills let me know what it says Shame on me, aiaiai, i have to learn arabic Fast
anyways the "pearl" of the day:
-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------الرجل الذي رسم الكاريكاتير على الرسول مات محروق والدنمارك متكتمة الخبر ارجوك تنشر الخبر هدا لان في اخت من فلسطين شافت رؤية ان اللي هينشر الخبر هدا ربنا هيفرحة بعد اربع ساعات والله شخص اسمه محمد اقسم بالله انه راى الرسول في منامه وقال له بلغ الاسلام والمسلمين عني السلام فمن ينشرها خلال اربعة ايام فسوف يفرح فرحا شديدا ومن يتجاهلها فسوف يحزن حزنا شديدا ارسلها الي 15 شخص
____________________this is the danish cartoonist
if you are happy of his death just forward it pleeeeeeeeeeeeeez(u wont loose anything)
-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
Happy over somebody's death? NOT ME and I thought WTF and ran some search ON NET and drumrollls tadaaaaa.....it payed off, as my suspicions were confirmed... i found site accompanied by funny song Risky romance as parody of Lady Gaga's Bad Romance hehe
http://article.wn.com/view/2010/03/03/Blasphemous_Danish_Cartoonist_burnt_to_death/
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_uFo8PzkvrE
anyway back to topic..this what site read....TITLED
Blasphemous Danish Cartoonist burnt to death? The Siasat Daily 2010-03-03
"The editor of the Danish newspaper 'Jyllands Posten' was burnt to death when a fire mysteriously broke out in his bedroom, a Saudi newspaper claims. According to the newspaper, the editor was sleeping in his bedroom when the fire ravaged his bedroom. He and his newspaper became controversial when it had published blasphemous... "
First they say CARTOONIST and then editor heh, which one then? AND Kurt Westergaard died in mysterious fire that i havent heard of whole March....SO NOT TRUE...or as he would probably say Hearsays about my death are overly exaggareted LOL
see:
http://www.siasat.com/english/news/blasphemous-danish-cartoonist-burnt-death
http://indianmuslims.in/so-the-danish-cartoonist-was-burnt-alive
Source of RUMOR: Saudi paper
MYSTERY SOLVED!
So here is exerpt from my reply to who sent me this
They should sum up my stance on whole thing:
3.Even if that story would have been real, to laugh or be happy at somebody's violent death is sign of heartlessness and bad taste and major drop of in respect in my eyes. Peoples' deaths are NOT FUN!
...though death is natural thing. you dont have to be overly sad becauze:
a) person lives on in your memories, or via DNA in children or
b) if one believes in afterlife, then death is just leaving body behind.
But its different to be happy and say "seee he got punished". it shows our bad side to be happy over somebody's death like that in my opinion.
4.You wouldnt have lost anything by not sending this on ;) too. But thanks making me wiser about another Rumor people so much want to believe...
5. There are 12 cartoonists, not 1, he didnt draw all of them, and several cartoons joke on various other people ie including cartoonist, some politician, newspaper itself, Danish society, situation, they are bit like inside joke, own self-humor. Its not ALL about Muhammad the Prophet.. backgound of it: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Jyllands-Posten_Muhammad_cartoons_controversy
and not just one guilty party, Danish imams added some photos that were NOT even printed in that Danish newspaper. Whole story is a much much wider....much more complicated than it can be served to whole World SIMPLY as oh those unbelievers wanted to insult Muhammad or Islam. Its NOT THAT SIMPLE... anyway thats now history...
märts 19, 2010
märts 17, 2010
Edih Edih
Khaled , the King of Rai :)
this song was big hit in 92, when i finished elementary school and my classmates dedicated this song to me at final party as i was dzigitt ie Georgian dancer hehe, one clown asked us to do that, dance georgian dance, so i improvised hehe, anyway, when classmates dedicated this to me, i wan...ted to vanish hahaha, was embarrassed,what was i thinking...i was much much shy!
but this has now changed. next time youll play this song ill dance :)
Khaled Rocks!
märts 15, 2010
Gorby the Democrat
Gorby the Democrat
märts 13, 2010
Malcolm Lincoln ja co kõlas hästi!
It's time to make it clear-what is lost
and what is found?
My life has been oh lame,
has been oh lame so far.
I waisted years, I waisted time,
trying to reach the starts.
My life has been oh lame,
has been oh lame so far.
2X
Give me time and give me strenght,
give me strenght to carry on.
Give me bit of hope now, help me through the night.
Siren in my head, yes I can hear it again.
Is it just the beginning, or is it the end?
My life has been oh lame,
has been oh lame so far.
I waisted years, I waisted time,
trying to reach the starts.
My life has been oh lame,
has been oh lame so far.
4X
Give me time and give me strenght,
give me strenght to carry on.
Give me bit of hope now, help me through the night.
http://www.err.ee/eestilaul/video.aspx?id=31115
Siren of Malcolm Lincoln-the estonian pick for Eurovision. Elegic, enchanting, heard first time in finale. Sounds good
Rapunzel Live-Eesti Laul Finaal 2010
Talented and gorgeous Lenna's Live performance. She would have done well even with this song, and what a song this is.... But she was big minded enough to see goodness of Malcom Lincoln too! She has the class! Respect, the silver tongue and one the top fav singers in Estonia and world!
http://www.err.ee/eestilaul/video.aspx?id=31112
ja ma kuulan seda laulu veel ja veel....Lenna on super!
isegi kui laulu isiklik taust kriibib pisut...
märts 12, 2010
märts 10, 2010
Golden Seed by Francis Dove
http://www.myspace.com/francisdove
http://goldenseed.fotofrancis.lv
http://www.youtube.com/user/Francisdovenzer
Golden Seed
If you wait your time will come
Reach out your hands and feel as one
Give your faith the room and means to breath
It will give you back such a golden seed
Make your house a place of peace
Give of your love and truth will lead
Show your kindness openly on your face
Give your hand the will of grace
When you see the sun rise clear
You’ll feel the rush and hate will disappear
Love shining through sweet eyes so dear
You’ll know your path and please be sincere
If you wait your time will come
Reach out your hands and feel as one
Give your faith the room and means to breath
It will give you back such a golden seed
märts 09, 2010
Drawing on Divine:Bahai perspectives
http://www.bahaiperspectives.com/inspiration/2010/03/06/drawing-on-the-divine/
We go through life hitching our wagons to stars that fall; whereupon we are miserable, and lasso the next ones. Our leaves shrivel, our moons wane, the marbles we build our statues of are crumbled. Only God is always strong, always there, always permanent. Only God is worthy to be worked for. And to achieve this detachment from everything except God we require prayer.
(Marzieh Gail, Dawn over Mount Hira)
We all struggle with our existence. To understand ourselves and to understand one another. Yet it seems that ‘finding ourselves’ is not something we can actually do on our own. Shoghi Effendi explains that the more we search for ourselves the less likely we are to find ourselves; ‘Abdu’l-Bahá explains that the master key to self-discovery is self-forgetfulness. But this task of forgetting ourselves is very difficult. Especially living immersed in a social reality that begs to differ all the time.
We are exposed to music, television, films, books and popular thought that insist on the promotion of self as the key to happiness, that tell us “self-help” is “within our reach!” And then provide us with easy a+b=c formulas in self-help books and manuals to achieve just that. But do they really work? Probably not, or else why would keep buying the manuals? We’re not satisfied yet......
Islam and diversity? Compatible?
seeks to establish own view all over world. and often and not denying so by Force or making others comply, convert or even suffer for not becoming member of right crowd. following article comes from right-wing but they are right, Rise of Islam as major ruling philosophy would be not only death blow to considered heretics , minorites and rivals but it would be different state model from current Western idea of state. Separation of State and church is one. If there would be diversity it wont be in present values of western democracies, however imperfect west is. And so is Islamic World, imperfect.....only thing i like to Live in Europe as it is now, well at least in Estonia :) Let it stay so...
http://www.rightsidenews.com/201003088962/culture-wars/islam-is-incompatible-with-diversity.html
Mis tegelikult on kultuur-Raagi blogi postituse mõtted
Raag ütleb:
"Meie põhiseaduse preambulas on öeldud, et see riik on loodud eesti keele ja kultuuri kaitseks. Eesti kultuuri ei peeta samas aga vajalikuks defineerida. Nii seisab see lause seal sellise iseenesest-mõistetavusena, et mõjub peaaegu tautoloogiana.
Niisiis, mina, eestlane pean asjadest ise aru saama.
Hoolimata definitsioonide rohkusest mõistetakse akadeemiliselt kultuuri mingi kindla väärtuste koguna, mis määrab meie käitumist. Kultuur on viis, kuidas me lahendame oma probleeme ja suhestume maailmaga. Selline struktureeritud informatsioonikogum programmeerib võrdselt Kivirähki “Rehepapi” ja eesti maksusüsteemi; niisamuti telesaate “ Võta või jäta” ja kinnisvarabuumi. Kohati vôib selline definitsioon ka segadust tekitada, sest tavakeeles peetakse kultuuriks vaid erinevaid kunste. (teatrikunst, filmikunst, kujutav kunst jne) Ka nii vôib... ehkki teater, kirjuandus ja kujutav kunst on palju vanemad, kui see sôna 'kultuur" nendega seostamine, mis sündis tegelikult laiemalt alles 19. sajandil. Igal juhul jääb esimese asjana arusaamatuks, kas pôhiseadus peab silmas eesti kultuuri all silmas eesti kunste, vôi môtleb ta siiski kultuurile antropoloogilises vôtmes"
http://ilmarraag.blogspot.com/2010/03/milleks-kaitsta-eesti-kultuuri.html
märts 08, 2010
märts 07, 2010
Kriibib
MIDA MA VALESTI TEGIN???????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????
Täna saab nädal.... ja uskumatu kuidas see mulle korda läheb... ei ykskõikne olla ei saa aga peale käia kah ei taha, ja mitte meeldida ka ei saa
märts 03, 2010
Britt's blog's latest :)-Cool Shoes
http://blog.500wordshorts.org/2010/02/09/mad-kathleen.aspx
How you can never please women enough :P story......
märts 02, 2010
Vanemöde
"laulab Sal Saller,keegi on lindistanud arvatavasti kodu makiga mingil kontserdil,kusagil maakultuurimajas,rariteetne asi.Lugu pakkus bändile Elva ansambli Ätid kitramees Aivar Moorits,kes oli selle kusagilt raadio jaamast lindistanud."
Inside the night-Welcome to my life
Im made for lonely riding
Choose to be me....
To Angeelika :)
Youre Angel not asking who im , youll understand
Welcome to my dreams
Afterschock
sorry :( not for my liking you but that you felt the way you felt
and you took measures what you took. Maybe you never read my blog, but if you do, this is for ya
märts 01, 2010
Moment of Truth
You learn
You live you learn
You love you learn
You cry you learn
You lose you learn
You bleed you learn
You scream you learn
You grieve you learn
You choke you learn
You laugh you learn
You choose you learn
You pray you learn
You ask you learn
You live you learn
What i really Want...
And I am frightened by the corrupted ways of this land
If only I could meet the Maker
And I am fascinated by the spiritual man
I am humbled by his humble nature
Yeah.
And what I wouldn't give to find a soulmate
Someone else to catch this drift
And what I wouldn't give to meet a kindred
Oh-oh-oh-oh-oh.
Enough about me, let's talk about you for a minute
Enough about you, let's talk about life for a while
The conflicts, the craziness, and the sound of pretenses
Falling all around, all around.
Why are you so petrified of silence?
Here, can you handle this?
Did you think about your bills, your ex, your deadlines
Or when you think you're gonna die?
Or did you long for the next distraction?
And all I need now is intellectual intercourse
A soul to dig the hole much deeper
And I have no concept of time other than it is flying
If only I could kill the killer.
And all I really want is some peace, man
A place to find a common ground
And all I really want is a wavelength.
Oh-oh-oh-oh-oh.
And all I really want is some comfort
A way to get my hands untied
And all I really want is some justice
Oh-oh-oh-oh-oh...
some Byron for ya :)- She walks in beauty
She walks in Beauty, like the night
Of cloudless climes and starry skies;
And all that’s best of dark and bright
Meet in her aspect and her eyes:
Thus mellow’d to that tender light
Which Heaven to gaudy day denies.
2
One shade the more, one ray the less,
Had half impair’d the nameless grace
Which waves in every raven tress,
Or softly lightens o’er her face;
Where thoughts serenely sweet express
How pure, how dear their dwelling-place.
3
And on that cheek, and o’er that brow,
So soft, so calm, yet eloquent,
The smiles that win, the tints that glow,
But tell of days in goodness spent,
A mind at peace with all below,
A heart whose love is innocent!
And what it all comes down to...
Morrisette's voice is lovely and jagged little pill too :)
And what it all comes down to
Is that everything's gonna be fine, fine, fine
I've got one hand in my pocket
And the other one is giving a high five.
...................................................
What it all comes down to
Is that I haven't got it all figured out just yet
I've got one hand in my pocket
And the other is giving the peace sign.
...................................................
I'm free but I'm focused
I'm green but I'm wise
I'm hard but I'm friendly, baby
I'm sad but I'm laughin'
I'm brave but I'm chicken shit
I'm sick but I'm pretty baby.
What it all boils down to
Is that no one's really got it figured out just yet
I've got one hand in my pocket
And the other is playing the piano.
What it all comes down to, my friends
Is that everything is just fine, fine, fine
I've got one hand in my pocket
And the other one is hailing a taxi cab.
We love you just the way you are
Dont do this your kidz...eva!
remembered this song while looking for Hand in the pocket..
veebruar 28, 2010
Detail of the Dream
Maybe its nothing, maybe its longing but maybe its my destiny :)
I so would want that be my destiny :) but we shall see. maybe its not meant to be...
and i am chicken sometimes
If something lethal would happen to me and i no longer walk in this planet
I saw somone copied my Crooked Judges Post.................
then i have new location-Pakistan, i wonder its either because of that, maybe,
or because someone typed some search words or it had to do something of Finding Bibi link. in any case i dont know who did that, and what their intentions are :)
We live in crazy world :) But i cant be what im not :) I gotta speak my mind, even if someone might not like it :) and no im not gonna look over shoulder or live my life in fear. Take away my mortal coil, if you want, but something of me will remain in this blog,in my poetry, words written, spoken or in the hearts of family, friends, and beloved :) No one can crush spirit that doesnt want to be crushed, especially of fiery dragon or reborn phoenix and no one will ever stop sharp vulcan-mercurian virgo mind to think :) until that is functioning :) and even if im dead my spirit remains! 4 eva :)
veebruar 24, 2010
Lumi on muinasjutt hei hei
Täna on ilus ilm ja Päikes sillerdab aknasse, ema rääkis et oli näinud esimest kärbest-kevad sla hiilib ligi :)
Tuju on hea, varsti näen ma Angeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
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Mul on hea tuju :) Ja ärge muretsege ma saan oma asjad tehtud, kui mitte korda :) Samm-sammmult! Kevad on südames. May the Force Supreme be with You :) Dear Friends
Spring is coming :) day by day! :)
veebruar 23, 2010
Eurolaulud-eesti laulud
Good voice, melodious, would work On Euro, but its not on final, maybe too ballaadlike, and there might be many like that
Anne is talent though :)
Mimicry
Unique voice and musics style, looking foward how they do :)
Marten Kuningas ja Mahavok
Mõnus, cool, rocky, talented Marten, my favourites, good arrangements :)
Wait for me more ;)
Lenna ja Rapunzel
From the hands of Vaiko Eplik it seems, song sound is it bit to mixed for me, though acoustics are diverse, Lenna's voice is good, ive always liked her singing, song is about Rapunzel waiting her Prince, so its about idyllic love. Im not sure id send this song... to Oslo, as much as i like Lenna's works. But perhaps it s worthy to try
Update: More i listen, more i like it hehe, contagious hehe
veebruar 19, 2010
Crooked judges of Amsterdam
IMO Islam like meny petrified systems has reached nowadays as whole entity and (not perhaps some good parts of it or sincere people who believe in goodness of it), bancruptcy. its like Body of zombie, living but not really on own will. Wilders and Pat Condells word might sound heartless, but sorry, i think there is truth in them.
Study Van Gogh murder case with Heart and mind, and ask yourself, with heart and mind, would you have killed Theo van Gogh, just because he didnt like your set beliefs or help direct movie of ex-Muslim Somali backgound woman Dutch MoP Hirsi who draw attention to the serious family violence issue and situation of women in Islamic families( ok not all of them, but problem is there)? would you have killed him just because he is spicy in mouth and chooses not to have religion as his cup of tea? Would you kill your own brother just because he had soometimes said bad things unto you or doesnt agree with you fully? You get the point, and Im sorry, but Theo van Gogh was a mirror, you might think he was crooked one, and not very tactful always, but he was Mirror and what you saw was Reflection. Islam clearly has problem, radicals do what they want and rest cant, wont or dont do much about it. Yeah West has wronged Islamic world, but not all the time, go thru alll history and ask yourself is everything that Muslims or people who call themseve so, really done in "revenge Mode"? as far as i know it takes two to Tango ;) I think noo one is really guiltless or spotless, when it comes to any fight that has occured in history, all who get involved no matter how shiny armour was in beginning will eventually be muddy or bloody...Peace
Hate is waste of space and space of waste:)
Angeeeeelu
Vaata ja näed raskemgi tee
kergem sul näib, kui tagasi toob see
vaata ja näed muutub veel kõik
saabub kord päev, jääda nii võib
:)
Taaskohtumiseni kulla :)
King's State of Mind
Used to sit and worry about the future
Worrying about the future don't change the past
Used to think that tomorrow would be better
But now I know that I'm doing the best I can
I'm just a man... trying to find the reasons why I stand
Took some time to realize that I am what I am
And I wanna be rich, I wanna be happy
And live inside a love that shines bright enough to last a lifetime
I wanna be rich more than a fantasy
Ride the winds and climb, cause it's all a state of mind
Wake up in the morning and I turn the pages
Don't understand what's going down
Everybody's acting so outrageous
It's gonna take a lot of love to turn things around
I'm just a man trying to find the reasons why I stand
Took some time to realize that I am what I am
And I wanna be rich, I wanna be happy
And live inside a love that shines bright enough to last a lifetime
I wanna be rich, more than a fantasy
Ride the winds and climb cause it's all a state of mind
Hear people talk about going to heaven
Grab a little bit of heaven right here on earth
Troubled times lead to healing times
I was sad now I'm feeling fine
It's the taking and the giving that makes this life worth living,
Makes this life worth living
I wanna be rich, I wanna be happy
And live inside a love that shines bright enough to last a lifetime
I wanna be rich, more than a fantasy
Ride the winds and fly,
Spread your wings and fly
Cause its all a state of mind
Ride the winds and climb,
Spread your wings and fly
Cause its all a state of mind
veebruar 18, 2010
what to tell our daughters-thought?
http://www.newsrealblog.com/2010/02/16/what-to-tell-our-daughters/What my daughter needs to know is that the emotional disaster that follows the severing of a sexual and spiritual union is a very big deal — and I do not want her to experience it. I want her to know that a happy marriage is absolutely attainable, that all it really takes – aside from making a good choice of partner (...which is no small thing) — is the right attitude.Which means, my dear, when you do marry, assume it will be for life. Though divorce is lawful (as it must be), pretend it is not. Second, do not marry someone just because you love them. It is not enough. There’s much more to a marriage than feeling starry-eyed about a person. Trust me: You will not feel starry-eyed forever. As a man once said who had been married to his wife for 50 years,“It’s funny: all that falling in love business. I hear myself tell the story and it all sounds so superficial. And it is, when you compare it to what we ended up with.” And last but not least, do not put yourself at the center of your life..."
Sunshine and learning
Varane õis·ja Anna Haava luule ja olukorrast kuningriigis
ehid ennast vara ju?
Külm su võidab, õnnetu!
"Olen unes imet näin'd,
iluilmas ise käin'd..."
Õiekene ilusam, kaunikene kullasem!
"Ei või enam leinata, õnnetundmust varjata..."
Õiekene ilusam, kaunikene kullasem! ...(Anna Haava)
Kas ma unistan liiiga palju? Kas ma mõistatatan, et kas mõne su lauluvaliku, blogi jupi tga võib olla kodeeritud sõnum, signaaal et....kas ma olen ennast juba piisavalt reetnud, küsimused, millele vastusseid ma mõistatatan aga kui kohtun on totaalselt meelest või ei jõua küsida.
Kas mu unenägu http://khalblogstan.blogspot.com/2009/10/wierd-dreams.html
"I started to interperet own earlier dream, using bit astrology hehe. im suspecting that russian estonian speaking girl who hugged me on street and had hypnotic eyes could be Scorpio, at least thats one book claims that scorpio women has hypnotic looks. but maybe its just a dream hehe. some things in astrology abt people seem to be true. anyways there is one scorpio in horizon, but its too early to say that anything will happen..." jääb unenäoks, kuigi too oli hea tundeline, või ma tõlgendan seda oma soovide kohaselt?Kui sa seda juhtud lugema, siis tea et ei möödu päevagi kui ma su peale ei mõtleks, aga ma ei tea kas see oon meant to be? Minu sümpaatia ja enam paistab olema ikka päris :) ja ma ei tunne ennast halvasti, pgem on asi positiivse laenguga :)
Veel Anna Haava luulet:
Meid saatnud on vaikusehelin
ja tähtesäravad ööd,
kuukumased lumised metsad
ja vaiksed kaugeleteed:
me oleme põhjamaa lapsed,
kaks-me mõlemad.
Jääb lumekargelt põue meil südame sügavam õnn-
ja südame sügavam valu, nad ainult aimata on.../Anna Haava
Anna Haava luule langeb täitsa õigesse mulda eriti see:
Ei saa mitte vaiki olla...natuke julge küll..
veebruar 04, 2010
Angeeeelikaaaa
but I m happy, tired so much
visted several docs cauze of Angeelika and Kadri, yep their visting
Lots of snow, and roads in Pärnu
that ARE SO iMPOSSIBLE, THAT YOU NEED PUSH baby cart through,
its like so krossikas.
more some other timee
zleeeep Khaled zleeeep :)
veebruar 03, 2010
Chidrens names
Also my Chinese friend has daugter of my Angeelika's age, and her name is Aimei :)
all bit unusual names :)
Looks like my stats has gone up
Places from Santiago Chile, Ottawa, Canada, Karachi Pakistan. i wonder who?
Strasbourg France, Nacka Sweden and 4 estonian towns are now mapped, Pärnu thats probaly me, Tamsalu, Viljandi( Ivar?) and 4 times from Tallinn, so i get some traffic huh neat.
Yesterday i went to bed and ignored tv and computer :)
i neeeded rest other wise i would have been a zombie at work
still i need to change some stuff in myself for the better and for myself as it may affect other people. I feel happy actually, at peace,i focus on appreciating thing inside of me. We'll find out what will become of :)
Im hopeful yet gotta remind myself that its easy to misinerpret sometimes. Could you be the...? ...ne Mozhet ne odin , ńe odin korol :)
come what may
Path to Eternal?
veebruar 01, 2010
Insanity
im grinning on that, though issue is dead serious,involves peoples lives!
On the Gay Cure theme
im grinning on that, though issue is dead serious,involves peoples lives!
Rise and Shine :D :P ;)
noh loota juu võib..:)
Mul õnnestus taas unest und näha, minu kavatsus magama minna jäi kavatsuseks
ja kell saamas vaikselt kuus ja mul on vaja täna olla asjalik ;)
st Teen oma töö ära, lugematute hulkade pausidega, et puhata ;) st leian koha kus lühiajalselt tukkuda.
Ja mul õnnestus need 3 päeva peaaegu mitte midagi teha. produktiivselt mitte midagi
Reede ja Laupäeva istusin ma totaalselt kodus, "tegelesin" arvuti ja Feisbookiga. i aint vetsus ja söömas käidud ja telekat vaadatud
positiivne on see, et sai sugulastega räägitud, Liibanonist ja vennaga ka. Ja Gordoniga, lisasin posu tuttavaid endale msni. One Armed Bobiga ka :) nagu täna peale keskööd, sain lõpuks osa endast selgitatud, mille üle on mul hea meel ei jää kripeldama hinge peale, et ei jälle ei leidnud võimalust või julgust omi mõtteid avaldada. :) Laupäeva õhtu vastu pühapäeva ma siiski magasin, ja laupäeavl ma msnis polnud.
Ma sain uusi asju teada ka nt Reet on metalit kuulanud põhimusana ja Ma avastasin Tänu Harrile KAKS uut BÄNDI, Denun- Tshiili METALbänd mille lauljaks on naine ja ma kuulasin seda mitu korda järjest. Kui ma Harrile seda ütlesin, siis ta ütles et mulle meeldib siis ka Nightwish, ja tõesti kui ma kuulasin neid, siis jaa :)
Ok, ja siis tegin video kuidas linnud kibuvitsapõõsas söömas käivad
ja Kuidas Rott seemne ja pekiraksus käis :D Uskumatu aga ta ronis linnutoidumajani
Terve õhtu treisin seda :)
Nautige
jaanuar 26, 2010
Välisilm esitleb: Nafta pettuse vastu (Pain, petrole et corruption, Prantsuse 2008)
Kui ÜRO algatas 1996. aastal embargo tõttu kannatanud Iraagi rahva abistamiseks programmi Nafta toidu vastu, näis olevat kõik hästi. Ent kui üks Iraagi ajaleht avaldas 2004. aasta jaanuaris 270 kõrge ametniku ja firma nime, kes Saddam Husseini heldetest kingitustest ohtralt kasu lõikasid, puhkes kõigi aegade suurim skandaal - skandaal, mis kiiresti unustati. Nüüd püüab filmi autor Denis Poncet selle hämmastava korruptsiooniskeemi killud uuesti kokku seada ja süüdlased üles leida.
Watched doc about Oil for Food...i wish i could say unWTFbelivable, but i rather say What else is new ;) UN Security Council SUCKS big TIME with Saddam Gang AND other story "heroes" too! my condolelences to rest of the common man. Sad, but we deserve our rulers;)
Michael Jackson and Freddie Mercury singin together
check out comparisons at:
http://www.nicholasjdanton.supanet.com/comparisons.htm
Song Victory
http://www.ultimatequeen.co.uk/Songs/collabfreddie.htm#victory
More to life than this-song
http://www.ultimatequeen.co.uk/Songs/collabfreddie.htm#there
1st version
2nd version More Jackson
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=I_e8t5B2H1c&feature=rec-LGOUT-exp_fresh+div-1r-6-HM
3d Version on Mr.Bad Guy by Freddie
State of Shock song :)
http://www.ultimatequeen.co.uk/Songs/collabfreddie.htm#state
RIP :(
jaanuar 19, 2010
7
imelik juhtum
18.01.2010 20:53:53 karl head heiki tead mul oli imelik juhtum
18.01.2010 20:54:07 heiki karl head no jah
18.01.2010 20:54:20 heiki karl head mis juhtum
18.01.2010 20:54:31 karl head heiki olin akadeemia tnl, jõudmas postkontori juurde
18.01.2010 20:54:43 karl head heiki tulin keskuse poolt
18.01.2010 20:54:57 karl head heiki teatri vastaspoolel
18.01.2010 20:55:10 karl head heiki ja ma tegin tänavast pilti
18.01.2010 20:55:25 karl head heiki ja postika peatuses
18.01.2010 20:55:39 karl head heiki oli mingi kamp poisse voi noori
18.01.2010 20:56:00 karl head heiki ma täpselt ei näinud mis seal toimus
18.01.2010 20:56:05 heiki karl head ja edasi mis nad tegid
18.01.2010 20:56:24 karl head heiki tegin pildi ära kaugelt, nemad küll peale ei jäänud
18.01.2010 20:56:50 karl head heiki ma bussi peatuse poole ei läinud pöörasin rüütlisse
18.01.2010 20:57:09 karl head heiki ja kolm tüüpi hakkasid järgi jooksma
18.01.2010 20:57:33 karl head heiki kysisid et kas ma nendest pilti eei teinud
18.01.2010 20:57:37 karl head heiki ?
18.01.2010 20:57:53 karl head heiki et äkki olen politsei
18.01.2010 20:57:57 karl head heiki imelik
18.01.2010 20:58:05 heiki karl head no äkki olid need varaste kamp
18.01.2010 20:58:13 karl head heiki ma
18.01.2010 20:58:17 karl head heiki ei tea
18.01.2010 20:58:21 heiki karl head ega nad kaamerat ära ei tõmmanud
18.01.2010 20:58:23 karl head heiki ei
18.01.2010 20:58:35 heiki karl head või sul kallale ei tulnud
18.01.2010 20:58:35 karl head heiki ma ütlesin et ei teinud
18.01.2010 20:58:38 karl head heiki ei
18.01.2010 20:58:53 karl head heiki vaata veebikat ;)
jaanuar 12, 2010
Ma Tean Et Ma Midagi Ei Tea lyrics
Id Rev
läksime ükskord kuhugi
ise ka ei saanud täpselt aru
kas me jõudsime kuhugi
kas sel oli üldse mingi vahe
sest me läksime ju kuhugi
ja natukese aja pärast
tulime me lihtsalt tagasi
mis meil muud oligi siis teha
kuid nüüd ma tean et ma midagi ei tea
ongi teha ainult veel üks samm
astuda ainult veel üks mõte
astuda korraks tagasi
et siis pärast mõelda edasi
mõte oli justkui nagu kumm
ta venis üsna mitu aega
ja kui ta aeg sai lõpuks täis
siis kõik kohad tähendust said täis
ja nüüd ma tean et ma midagi ei tea
(kui pole algust siis ei saa olla ka lõppu)
Anna Mulle Oma Valu sõnad
1.
ma tahan näha su valguse varjutust
ma tahan näha su südant ja silmi
asjad mida ma kordagi ei karda
asju mida keegi minult ei saa mõsta
häbi mille ees ei ole lohutust
lohkuvajund elu tagant paistab hirmu
lohkuvajund elu tagant paistab kartust
ja ma kardan seda ja ma kardan teist
ja ma näen oma masenduse tohutust
ja ma näen su nägu ja su pilku
mille taga on üks suur armastus
ja ma näen oma elu see on koeraelu
jah sind ei saa ma karta
jah sina ei saa mind mõista
ma tahan näha su valguse varjutust
ma tahan näha su südant ja silmi
2.
valu mis me ümber on
ei ole kellegi oma
kuid iga päev ja iga hetk
kingib mulle oma ahastust
kuid igal päeval ja igal hetkel
ma tahan sult küsida
kas see on minu elu
kas see on elu
anna mulle oma valu
ma tahan ta külgesid haista
ja ma tahan ta külge end kaitsta
anna mulle oma valu
kas see on minu elu
kas see on elu
ja hingematvas vaikuses
ma tahan sulle öelda
KA MINU EMA OLI KUNAGI INIMENE
anna mulle palun anna mulle
oma valu anna mulle
oma valu palun palun anna mulle
oma valu
Darks Blues
wrote this once at work, last year :)
My mood is as dark as coffee,
drinking sweetened slight bitterness
in dark blue mug im holding
in my hand this day...
Blue as blues in my mind
with sense of restlesness in my heart,
discontentment in my soul
Between longing and incompleted brokeness
lay questions to be known
and dilemmas to be settled.
day and night swaps
and everyday joys& chores
Good mates and conflicts
belonging and loneliness
.........................
I need Change!
jaanuar 04, 2010
Happy new Year
hah who i am kidding
Happy New year
Old man ;)
who reads this blog any way ;)
besides i already wished stuff on Facebook
things people do ;)
in “The winner stands alone”, by Paulo Coelho
1] Anything that makes us forget our true identity and our dreams and makes us only work to produce and reproduce.
2] Making rules for a war (the Geneva Convention).
3] Spending years at university and then not being able to find a job.
4] Working from nine in the morning to five in the afternoon at something that does not give us the least pleasure, so that we can retire after 30 years.
5] Retiring only to discover that we have no more energy to enjoy life, and then dying of boredom after a few years.
6] Using Botox.
7] Trying to be financially successful instead of seeking happiness.
8] Ridiculing those who seek happiness instead of money by calling them “people with no ambition”.
9] Comparing objects like cars, houses and clothes, and defining life according to these comparisons instead of really trying to find out the true reason for being alive.
10] Not talking to strangers. Saying nasty things about our neighbors.
More http://paulocoelhoblog.com/2009/12/21/inventory-of-normality-2/ My comment: life or something people like to think it to be, its one thing to be practical and quite different to be obsessed this as only option. Who said that materialism isnt Religion? Not Just Marxism-Leninism-Stalinsim-Socialism-Communism and Capitalism, Think of cargo cult and modern day consumerism..if religious people are... wierd, we all are, cause we all have some kind religion or cult that we are fan of :)
Arabs and Jews
found it thanks to post on Borna's blog
Arabs and Jews
selected by Paulo Coelho
What will they say of you?
As a boy, Abin-Alsar overheard a conversation between his father and a dervish.
“Careful with your work”, said the dervish. “Think of what future generations will say about you.”
“So what?”, replied his father, “When I die, everything shall end, and it will not matter what they say.”
Abin-Alsar never forgot that conversation. His whole life, he made an effort to do good, to help people and go about his work with enthusiasm. He became well-known for his concern for others; when he died, he left behind a great number of things which improved the quality of life in his town.
On his tombstone, he had the following epitaph engraved:
“A life which ends with death, is a life not well spent.”
http://paulocoelhoblog.com/2009/12/15/arabs-and-jews/





