november 24, 2009

somebody to love by queen

Can Anybody find me somebody to love?
Each morning I get up, I die a little
Can't barely stand on my feet
(Take a look at yourself) I take a look in the mirror (In the mirror) and cry (And cry)
Lord what you're doing to me? (Yeah, yeah)
I have spent all my years in believing you (Ooh, believing you)
But I just can't get no relief, lord
Somebody, (Somebody), oh somebody (Somebody)
Can anybody find me somebody to love?

I work (He works hard) every day of my life
I work 'till I ache my bones
At the end (At the end of the day) I take home (Goes home) my hard earned pay all on my own
(Goes home on his own)
I get down (Down) on my knees (Knees) and I start to pray (Praise the lord)
'Till the tears run down from my eyes, lord (Ooh, lord)
Somebody (Somebody), ooh somebody (Please)
Can anybody find me somebody to love?

(He works hard) Everyday (Everyday)
And I try and I try and I try
But everybody wants to put me down
They say I'm goin' crazy
They say I got a lot of water in my brain
I got no common sense
I got nobody left to believe (He's got nobody left to believe)

(Ooh lord)
Oh Somebody, ooh (Somebody)
Anybody find me somebody to love?
(Anybody find me someone to love? )
Got no feel, I got no rhythm
I just keep losing my beat (You just keep losing and losing)
I'm ok, I'm alright (He's alright, he's alright)
I ain't gonna face no defeat (Yeah, yeah)
I just gotta get out of this prison cell
Someday I'm gonna be free, lord (One day I'm gonna be free, lord)

Find me somebody to love
Find me somebody to love
Find me somebody to love
Find me somebody to love
Find me somebody to love (Find me, find me, find me)
Find me somebody to love
Find me somebody to love
Find me somebody to love
Find me somebody to love (Somebody, somebody, somebody)
Find me somebody to love
Find me somebody to love
Somebody, somebody, somebody, somebody, somebody find me, somebody find me somebody to love
Can anybody find me somebody to love? Somebody to love?
(Find me somebody to love)
(Find me somebody to love)
Find me somebody, somebody (find me somebody to love) somebody, somebody to love
(Find me somebody to love)
Find me, find me, find me, find me, find me
Ooh- somebody to love
(Find me somebody to love)
(Find me somebody to love)
Find me, find me, find me somebody to love
(Find me somebody to love)
Anybody, anywhere, anybody find me somebody to love love love!
Find me, find me, find me love.

november 17, 2009

Parable on fear

There was once a strong and inquisitive young man who loved to travel.
In his thirst for for knowledge he moved from place to place,
drinking in wisdom and recording everything that happened to him.
Eventually, he came to a beautiful village slumbering at the foot of a mountain
surrounded on all sides by green hills where gentle winds blew intermittenly,
delighting the mind and refreshing the heart. In this beautiful place, he was
schocked to see that the inhabitants of this village were sad. They moved sluggishly,
dragging their feet. To him they appeared no more than moving phantoms, without body or soul.
The sight of these phantoms terrified him. He became determined to discover what made them so
and set off to a fabled wise man who lived alone, in a hut, cut off from village and its inhabitants.
When he met the wise man, he asked what secret lay behind this great paradox. He asked why these
people lived in a state of subjugation and dejection in a village where everything would seem to
suggest that the people would be blessed with happiness and well-being. The sage came out of his hut
and pointed at bhe top of the mountain. "Look at that peak. An enormous ogre sits up there. From where it sits,
he raves and shrieks, filling peoples heart with fear by threatening to gobble the them up if they leave their
homes or do any kind of work at all. The people terrorized by his shrieks, can live only by stealth
Only their survival instinct keeps them going. They steal out like mice in secret to gather enough to keep body and
soul together. They live day by day, waiting impatiently for the moment of their death. Their fear of this ogre has
sapped their intellect and depleted their physical powers, reducing them to despair and hoplessness."

The young man thought for a while and said, "Im going to the top of the mountain. I will talk to this ogre and ask
why he wants to prevent from them leading their lives in peace and safety."

"Go up to the top of the mountain? No sane person would risk his life by daring to meet the ogre. I implore you
not to do it for the sake of your life, young man!" But the young man would not be dissuaded. He was determined to
do what he believed had to be done. And so, with slow but sure steps he started on his way to the peak.

When young man reached the peak. the ogre did, indeed seem large at first; however, what he found as he walked on
astonished him. The closer he got, the smaller the ogre became. By the time he arrived he found this great ogre who
terrorized many was smaller than his littlest finger. The young man flattened his hand, held out his palm and the
tiny ogre jumped onto it.
"Who are you?" the young man asked.
"I am Fear," the ogre replied
"Fear of what?" the young man asked
That depends on who you are. How each person sees me depends how he imagines me. Some people fear illness, and
they see me as disease. Others fear poverty, so they see me as poverty. Othes fear authority, so they see authority
in me. Some fear injustice, others wild beasts or storms, that's how i appear to them. He who fears the water
i appear as a torrent, he who fears war percieves in me an army, ammunition or suchlike."
"But why they do see you as bigger than you really are?"
"To each person i appear as big as is his fear. As long as they refuse to approach and confront me they will never know
my true size."

november 13, 2009

Kuu on õige päike-new record

Today i slept until 16.00 :D at day
im making progress, new record
today is i see... 3rd night i stay up until 5 something. so naturally isleep during day
baaaad thing that i have slept in....embarassing when it happens at workday, two days in a row.
bit more ok on rest day only thing, my biological clock is messed up then. so here i am
not daring go to sleep cauze at 7 i need to go to work :D

but im yaaaawning........zzzzzzleeeep in evening

i saw bahais todays, pärnu community is really small. but i dont mind smalll gatherings.
i prefer them actually. it was birthday of the Bahaullah today

november 11, 2009

Perfume (book) by Süskind

i went on book shopping spree, i also got myself Peter Süskind's Perfume, Story of a murderer.
I wasnt aware of that book, till i saw the title of it on Tiina's readed books list in Facebook. I like to know what books, especially good ones mu friends and aquintances have read. I have recently seen a film version of it, so that also got me wanting to know how book is written.
Book is thrilling though, for looong time, i got shivers on skin in warm room....and although i sounds like cliche that i say over and over, the books descriptivness beats movie anytime :)
but i guess its just me :)
looking foward of finishing book

more wierd dreams

let me see, ive seen two people i know, no make it 3.
then there was mall scene of escalators...remnant being using escalator last day?
where little boys where changing people 2 kroons for using escalator, but instead of using one to go down , they used one going up, and people were walking down that upcoming escalator
oh...I HAD VERY GAY DREAM part, i wonder what that means.
WAS afraid to tell that person, that i saw him in such dream. VERY BIZARRE

november 05, 2009

paranoid mind

How to get to them?
they seem to be kinda religious toooo:)
a chosen ones, but they do point to things that
some are so true.
how far they have the truth though?